I miss my mama.
2007-09-20 15:14:07
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answer #1
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answered by Georgia Girl 7
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Now that you mention it... Almost daily there is a person or two or even more sometimes that I think about, even a little fondly sometimes.
Not ex-girlfriends or anything wasteful like that.
But at the same time it's not bad enough they or I or both lack the time to spend - there are always more people. They come out of the wood-work and I'm sure they're great and all but I don't want to spend time with them either.
I just want to be alone.
Sometimes in the dark.
Sometimes in the presence of loud music, angry, sad, poppy, upbeat - who knows.
Sometimes just out in the wherever.
Maybe I just want to have some time to watch "educational" channels about gamma bursts or how batteries are made?
Maybe I just want to watch a few episodes of firefly for a few days in a row... but then I still have to go to work the next day - I didn't get time to myself ultimately.
As the theme says:--
Take my love. Take my land.
Take me where I cannot stand.
I don't care, I'm still free.
You can't take the sky from me.
Take me out to the black.
Tell 'em I ain't comin' back.
Burn the land And boil the sea.
You can't take the sky from me.
Have no place I can be since I found Serenity.
But you can't take the sky from me.--
Enough time alone, at rest, thinking and left to my own projects could never be enough anyway - but I do find as time passes and so much of my life was wasted with previous mistakes: it gets worse.
I've always loved spending time with those who're close and kin.
Maybe in the end I'm the lucky one because those I'd miss the most desperately are around more than enough.
Nope. Even considering there are people who I think very highly of that I don't get to be with often enough it wouldn't be practical on my schedule and with things as they are anyway.
So I'll go on with the thought that maybe despite the fact that life is running me raw, tired and used-up I must be lucky because the best people in the world via my opinion are all around me oft. Oft enough for some that my neighbors really want rid of me for Friday night fun, laughter and general sillyness.
No, I do think it's more than that - they say laughter cures all, is vital and required for sanity, that it is healthy and good and fun... If that's the case I must be among the very luckiest (at least considering the cards I've been dealt in life) because there's no shortage of good healthy laughs in my life - I think it says something about my neighbors if they want to lynch me and string me up in public to die under the wrath of the sun for the laughter pouring out of my apartment every week when they guys come by to consume booze and fine chocolate and review the week in work and life and the world.
The only person I suppose I miss is me. The me that was before the nearly decade long trauma of my last relationship that left me weathered and faded.
My drive, mental capacity and hope for the future, health or success... all having drown in the wasted years that would otherwise have been my best. My path now twisted and bound - I missed the mark and live-on in my own shadow.
I do miss what I should have been.
Everything hangs now in a thread - everything I've spend all these years building could crash in upon itself for lending myself so much to the mistake of my past. But I am glad that as bad as things may turn for I will almost certainly not remain alone or longing or pining for the people of my life.
2007-09-20 18:30:04
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answered by chrism92661 3
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Yes my friend Stephany, I haven't seen her in a long time but I've just received a message from her on my mobile. I really miss here and ll my friends and studying and working too hard this and I'm not going to be able to see them even tomorrow, which is Spring and Student's Day :(
2007-09-20 15:43:05
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answer #3
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answered by Der weiße Hexenmeister 6
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Yes I am
I missing someone I have a crush on. Isn't it strange, yesterday she came online just for a few minutes and disappear, and it makes me wonder where she is, what she's doing... very suffering
I think I'm missing my mind too
2007-09-20 15:33:46
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answered by Hornet One 7
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Yes, as childish as this sounds I miss my momma. She's in Tennessee and won't be back til Sunday. She's been gone since last Sunday and the house is getting kinda crazy with these boys. I can't wait til she comes home so we can have a girls night out!!!
2007-09-20 15:18:55
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answered by Anonymous
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I am missing a lot of people today!
Sometimes no matter how many people are around you, you can still feel lonely!*
2007-09-20 16:10:06
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answered by Me 7
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Yes,I miss my grand kids & I also miss my loved ones who have passed on. It's getting close to the date of my fathers death & I have been thinking about him & my momma a lot.
2007-09-20 15:14:42
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answered by glorydvine 4
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Every day I think about someone I miss.
2007-09-20 15:14:41
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answered by Galahad 7
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Yes, I have a few people I am missing. I don't know when I'll see them again, I just know it won't be soon.
2007-09-20 16:15:39
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answered by Breezey is saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY 7
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I miss alot of people.
2007-09-20 15:11:19
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answered by Death Girl Am 6
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I miss love everyday.
2007-09-21 04:11:44
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answered by Anonymous
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