Or is there still a spark left?
2007-09-17 06:22:12 · 36 answers · asked by LEMON the good life 7 in Entertainment & Music ➔ Polls & Surveys
Yep. It sure feels like I've lost hope. -_- Sorry.
I'm just sort of hanging on....just this piece of meat that keeps on breathing. I know, rationally, I have a doctor's appointment in two weeks (Finally!), and that once I get on medications again, things will change. But.
I get tired of the game. I get tired of never being *Better*. I get tired of needing to be on *drugs* to keep the suicidal thoughts away, and to raise my emotional ceiling so that I can *feel good* once in a while (and yes, anti-depressants are drugs....legal ones, but still).
And I especially get tired of being harrassed and attacked for being poor in my town, especially when it's *so hard* to get back in the system and get treatment, and especially when it's *rigged* from the get-go to keep me poor and to keep me from working (income cliffing, HMOs not paying One Red Cent of my psychiatric expenses....).
It isn't just that life is unfair. Unfair I can deal with.
It's that life is *Rigged*, so that people like me *Always* lose.
That gets old *quickly*. And I don't see any hope of that ever *ever* getting better in the future.
Sorry to go on so....thanks for your time.
2007-09-17 06:35:10 · answer #1 · answered by Bradley P 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
There's still a spark left and someone is fanning a flame to life.
2007-09-17 06:27:23 · answer #2 · answered by Lexy 6 · 2⤊ 0⤋
There's always a spark when you do this:
Create Your Relationship with Our Creator
and have UnConditional Love and Peace in Your Life.
Universal Truth is the only source for Humanity.
2007-09-17 06:27:09 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 4⤊ 1⤋
You might think you have lost hope, sweetie, but hope is just hiding. Hope comes back again at the most unexpected moments, and it is like a ray of light descending from a stormy sky. Wait and see. Hope will find you again when you least expect it!
2007-09-17 06:33:44 · answer #4 · answered by John Timothy 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
If u give up hope then there is nothin left 2 live 4. Belive me, there is good in everything even though it might not seem like it at th time. Try 2 keep a positive outlook. xxx
2007-09-17 06:26:01 · answer #5 · answered by x..Zoe..x 2 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Many times I have lost hope. But just because I lose hope, doesn't mean I give up on life.
2007-09-17 06:26:45 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
There is always hope. There is always a chance of something amazing happening. Just get off the downward spiral and grab onto a branch of happiness. Think positive thoughts, and smile.
2007-09-17 06:27:44 · answer #7 · answered by Linda M 3 · 2⤊ 0⤋
I have lost hope that America will ever be the way it was and is now a 1st world toilet and dumping ground for third world criminals, but i have not lot hope in my personal dreams hopes and aspirations
2007-09-17 06:28:09 · answer #8 · answered by robbie_johansen 2 · 2⤊ 0⤋
The spark is just a flicker but it is still there only by the grace of God!
2007-09-17 06:26:00 · answer #9 · answered by blahblah 5 · 4⤊ 0⤋
Hope likes to hide. The moment i think all is lost I seem to find it it is in my daughters' eyes.
2007-09-17 06:28:31 · answer #10 · answered by srs_stephanie 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋