Am I normal, will I be forgiven, or will I go to hell?

Question

I smoke marijuana every now and then. I've gone to church high before and I have also smoked in an empty church parking lot.

I like to watch porn but only when I am masterbating. I like to treat myself at least once a day.

I believe in God. He's cool. I pray to him sometimes but it's usualy only when I am in need of help.

I haven't been going to church lately and I don't really have a good excuse for not going.

I have stolen over two to three thousand dollars worth of stuff in my lifetime. I'm 19 -almost 20 and sometimes I'm 21 because I have a fake ID which I use to purchase alcohol with and drink underage legally.

I like to gamble because I feel lucky and good at poker.

I have a sexy tattoo on a very hot part of my body that girls can't help but love.

I like watching fights. Watching two guys going all out is bad a*s.

I feel like a bad a*s sometimes.

I have a sexy body. It's almost to die for

I once wrote a sad poem about a guy not making it to heaven

lol i'm half joking but seriously though

Answer 1

First of all you will only go to hell if you have not accepted God into your heart. He is the only one that can judge you and send you to hell. Second of all its seems to me like you are just very confused. You seem to want to do the "right" stuff but usually end up doing the "wrong" stuff. Smoking marijuana, having a sexy tattoo, or watching fights does not condemn you to hell. It is just stuff that is seen as bad in our society. What you really need to do is try to find yourself. Suround yourself by the kind of people you wanna be. Once you surround yourself by them you will know what it is you want to become. You are very young and you have your whole entire life ahead of you. You probably heard that tons of times but it is really true. Dont let anyone make you believe you arent normal. Just try finding yourself and be the best you can be at whatever you decide.

Answer 2

Well were not the ones to answer if your going to hell or not, only God can judge. But I think if you asked this question, you feel guilty about the things that you have done and are doing. we are human and we sin , thats why Jesus died from our sins. Your young and if you feel bad about certain things then you need to change them for the better. I think the stealing is the worst , cause that could end up in jail and ruin your potentail job finding if ya get caught n ur future and people would judge you on being a theft. The weed also, theres many different places to smoke at like the park thats probably down the street. All the other stuff is just regular teenage things that you'll go through.

Answer 3

Yes, I think your normal. But weither or not you go to heaven or not I think depends on weither or not you've asked God to forgive you for the things that you've done wrong and asked him to come into your life and help you be a better person. Not that your bad now. But what I'm saying is the Bible isn;t a rule book, being a christian isn't "religion" its about a personal relationship with God and if when you do the things that you do if they make you feel bad (like your doing something wrong) well then maybe you are. You have to follow your own convictions. For me I talk to God daily and read his word and I try my best and some people like to judge me, for some of the things I do, but that's between me and God. So hopefully this helps you everyone has such different opinions on this its crazy, but just follow your heart and I think you'll be fine, but remember you can justify any sin so it you feel bad about something your doing then you start making excuses for it to make your self feel better watch out. Using your first instinct is usually the best for me anyways. Good luck I'll remember you in my prayers.

Answer 4

Well I don't think anything you have done couldn't be forgiven. At least you are aware of what you do that's wrong. Man Ive known people to have sex right after church in the parking lot. Or just go to church to meet a freaky church chic. Ive heard much worst but it all is wrong anyway. Just pray for the strength to overcome your repetitive sins

Answer 5

Sugar you have some serious problems and if I were you I'd start getting my life back on the right track.

Stealing
smoking drugs...
Using a fake ID to get alcohol...
ETC ETC
Is setting you up for some more even more serious things.

Get into some kind of counseling program and try to get your life in a better place. Start with your pastor.

Good Luck

Answer 6

Am I normal? The behavior isn't normal but if you are physically ----two eyes and two hands and to feet and two ears and one nose and brain,etc then you are normal.

Will I be forgiven? That is up to YOU. You can be forgiven.

Will I go to hell? Again it is up to YOU. There are but two paths to take. The rambling; getting no place fast lane and going for it at a neck break speed. It rambles and you are lost and confused. There is also the Straight and narrow path. There are no curves on this road so that you don't know what is around the bend for there is no bend. It is a narrow way for there is but one way, not two or more.

Seek and you shall find. Knock and it shall be open unto you.

Answer 7

I think you don't go to church because you feel guilty and think you won't get into heaven

I think that your gonna stop getting High, go back to church and grow up.

the rest of it is just childhood BS you'll get over it when your first child is born,

you will then be afraid for him/her for all the reasons you mentioned above and for things you know your friends do and have done.

Knowledge is power and Fearsome

Answer 8

I think you will be ok as you grow up. I hope you do get to grow up before dying from some of the stupid things you do. Hang in there. Thank God for some of the good things in your life instead of just asking him for things. He will like that. You're right, he is cool.

Answer 9

It sounds like you are lost and you dont have peace in your soul. You may sometimes go to church but are you saved? If you have Jesus you will for sure go to Heaven. Find Jesus and all you pain and worries will not matter anymore

Answer 10

You cannot go to heaven by works alone. That said, you are still young and have a lifetime to make up for it. You are just starting to learn more about you.