I'm 15, when I was 11/12 I like seeing things die.
then one day I was holding a knife, It wasn't the
first time, but that time was different, I wanted to
stab someone, for about I year I had an urge to kill
someone when ever I saw someone really vulnerable.
I could name several people that I had an urge to kill.
I am now 15 and I no longer have that urge. I haven't had that
urge in 3 years, I'm happy now. and when I look back I'm scared
about the fact that that person was me. Is there anything wrong
with me? anything you suggest I should change or do?
I don't have those urges anymore. has anyone ever had those
urges????
2007-09-12 14:56:32 · 5 answers · asked by Bryan D 3 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
Please see a psychologist for a thorough evaluation. These thoughts could re-occur in your later life.
2007-09-12 15:12:03 · answer #1 · answered by Max 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
i don't want to sound silly or to scare you or anything, but when i read your first lines, there was only one thing persisting in my head....serial killer. I know it sounds very far fetched, but the way you described your childhood urges, it is almost IDENTICAL to what a serial killer would say about his childhood. i was about to tell you that you should seek immediate psychological help, and you should be honest in describing your problem, but then you said that you overcame this urge on your own. I must say, it is almost a miraculous recovery on your part, as most people in your situation would have eventually enacted on their murderous fantasies if they described them as truly powerful urges. If you feel that you no longer have these thoughts now, then i don't think there's anything you should worry about. If they still give you trouble, and you still think of these things even from time to time, then you must find someone trustworthy to talk to about this, a psychologist would do best. It is a MUST. It is a FACT that the majority of people who end up enacting a murderous fantasy have not talked to anyone about their fantasies.
2007-09-16 16:26:27 · answer #2 · answered by Sasha 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I've never had these 'urges'... But your information can be quite helpful and you could possibly save many lives.
The best thing to do would be to speak with a therapist that can record the information that you offer. I'm sure that it will help them to better understand persons that have actually went through with these 'urges' in the future.
2007-09-12 22:03:06 · answer #3 · answered by Yulik MahBaht 4 · 2⤊ 0⤋
It could have just been a youtful fascination with violence. A lot of kids do stuff like torture small animals and physically assault the people they know just because they are attempting to understand the concept of violence and pain. From what you've said I'm sure its just something that's grown out of.
2007-09-12 22:05:18 · answer #4 · answered by Zack B 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
amybe u should see a shrink because those thoughts my come up again and you might actually kill someone.
2007-09-12 23:13:18 · answer #5 · answered by Ev_3d 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋