your problems are much worse than mine but if you must know my petty problems:
-my desktop isnt working and in order to get it fixed i might have to lose all my files. grr
-im in love with a guy who barely knows i exist and im sure i will have no chance with him. hes the only guy i want to get married to. right now im not depressed about it, ive actually been getting better i think.
i really feel like i need a bf but nobody seems to like me and im very picky anyway. finally a guy that i have a chance with...my only good male friend and we have a "fling" (minus the sex) then he runs off just when im starting to like him telling me hes a compulsive liar. at this point i know he is telling the truth because he wrote that for everyone on his myspace blog (which makes it even harder to get over since he did like me he just didnt want to hurt me) all i really want in life is to get married and have kids with the perfect guy..my dream guy. why is that so hard to ask?
-my mom can barely pay the bills. i really miss having a dog but the money isnt there and wont be there for a long time if at all. having a dog is hard anyway when you live in an apt
-of course i need money but i cant find a job i would even think about working at. still trying though....i applied for Office Depot but they never called me back or anything. im worried i wont have a future and will work at the same place for the rest of my life
-i got a guitar a long time ago but i cant even play it
-ive tried to work on my singing but im getting the impression that nobody likes it (hardly anybody tells me i suck but it sure feels like it)
-i havent written anything in a long time because ive been getting writers block and my writing isnt what it used to be
----all this adds up to i feel like i cant do anything right except MAYBE video games and a little computer graphics but i cant get a future in that. when i find something i can do, theres always somebody better. my friend that ran off i now feel like hes smarter than me and i thought i was the smart one
-i havent had a vacation in a long time. my family never really had vacations except for one time. my father always took them away. so basically i just sit around home moping.
-when things go wrong or during the holidays, i often miss my grandma who i felt very close to
-i feel like i have not much of a family. all ive really got is my mom and bunnies but i often fight with my mom (somehow). my father doesnt even care about me i believe. if he did he wouldnt always expect me to call him. i used to call him all the time, often hed say hes too busy to see me and one time he stood me up. we would have fun when we were together but sometimes he could be such a tightwad. last time i saw him he layed a guilt trip on me for not calling him. he has hands cant he dial numbers? hes always expecting me to contact him. doing that i feel like he only sees me because he feels its his duty. the last time we talked i saw he was online and IMed him. i said how i was doing then after a few minutes he said he was worried about me wondering how things were going. i just told him how it was going!!! he does not listen. i didnt feel like repeating because i know how he is and he should have listened the first time. its not so hard to go back and look on the first part of the IM window. so i didnt know what to say..i said nothing. i was crying and i havent cried over him in a long time. i HATE when he does that to me. after a bit of silence on my end he told me "if you wanna call me an asshole, just get on with it" that was freaky because i had never confronted him on how he bothered me. how did he know what i was thinking? well i didnt want to because that would be rude. since then i have never wanted to talk to him. i swear hes the only person that really makes me mad. the only family i got i end up fighting with. i suppose my mom cares but sometimes i dont feel like shes listening to me or doesnt have time for me because shes either working or tired. we havent seen my aunt and cousin in a long time because they live too far away. now my aunt i have even less i can talk to her about...idk i guess its because her husband sorta hates us and it makes it so uncomfortable to talk about certain things.
2007-09-12 07:01:02
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answered by Garbo's snowflake 6
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First thing, i do like the twilight series, but i agree with you. Bella is anoyingly weak for the main character. if she was a minor character it wouldn't be as anoying, but she isn't. In truth i liked the story mostly in hopes of a Bella and Jacob match, Jacob brought a more self dependent part of her out, though you really don't see it. But your right, Edwards is always there for her to lean on and any struggles she has, she doesn't solve herself, their solved for her. So i say, i do love the books and the movies are ok, but you do have point that i have thought of and you have voiced (well typed i guess is more appropriat here).
2016-04-04 00:43:59
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answered by Anonymous
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Lets scream together!!!
I made the mistake of shopping in Wal-Mart 3 years ago and merchandise fell on me leaving me with chronic back pain. Their "team" of attorneys versus my one is intimidating. I can't work anymore because of it and have no income or even a glimmering of one unless I win my case.
Am applying for Social Security benefits because of it and that is a pile of paperwork and even more intimidation. Even if I get it there will be months or years before I see any of it.
My oldest son has broken his probation because he can't hold onto a job, is a week away from being homeless, I have no money to help him, and he may be going to prison soon. He is mentally disabled and we are trying to get him some help in that area, but there is a shortage of mental help available here right now.
I have other health issues that aren't improving.
We have had forest fires here all summer, cheating us out of summertime activities that we love.
With no income coming in I depend on the kindness of my husbands doling out of an "allowance", usually not enough for groceries and gas and I have to beg for more. Very demeaning.
My mother is aging and stubborn and meaner than ever.
My brother has prostate cancer.
My sister whines about how me and my brother aren't there enough for Mom. My brother and I live at least 3 states away and are about as broke as old gramma.
I am in chronic pain day and night and can't afford pain meds even if I wanted to take them, which I don't.
I don't have the energy to blow up. But it really is good to get it off my chest once in a while, and it's been a while. Thanks for that.
I know all these things are our teachers, but it's hard to see the light for all the homework right now, yeah?
2007-09-10 10:03:06
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answered by Mandalawind 5
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yeah...I'm stuck in Africa, and I just spent a month prepping the rig to get ready for an environmental audit, when it really takes 6 months to get ready. To make matters worse, there are no environmental laws in this county, no recycling programs, no trash collection, but had to build enough systems to handle this to US standards.
Was a very good 4 weeks, running hard and getting this done.
And now they want me to go to another country for an emergency fill in, and I've been away from home for 5 weeks, and am not going to get my contracted 1-for-1 on/off because they want me back in 3 weeks, and have to stay for 6 weeks.
And then there's the whole issue of the police have come up with a new scam on shaking my men down when they try to leave the country, and as much as they want bribery, I can't go down that road, so I have to play the game of calling some mighty feared military men to get them on the cell phone and no telling how many more "I don't work" relatives I'm going to watch get hired...
Those are my problems...
Now I have to think of "real" problems...lets see...trying to keep clean water available, keep the food line running, have nationals who will leave a rig with regular meals, to a village with no regular food... have men I clothe with work clothes, but they have the same 3 T-shirts for home... have to figure out how I am able to provide top notch medical care to my men, but we can't do anything for the families. ...have to keep my eye open to see who's standing around the compound and wonder if we're about to get a shake-down, or if someone is going to get abducted, and wonder what's coming up next...watching a military harass folks, watching signs that folks might be getting ready to lash back and wondering how much fun it will be to get out of ground zero if a coup rolls into town.
Well....such is life of a West Africa hand!
2007-09-10 10:04:11
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answered by Anonymous
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Its 9/11...
2007-09-10 09:44:05
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answered by novembr 5
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im tired of school, which i have a lot more to go
work is getting boring, but i am a manager and it pays well enough
i really want a gf, i miss that closeness, trust, and emotion
and that be about it, my life aint so bad.
2007-09-10 09:43:34
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answered by devinthedragon 5
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I feel worse for your problems than my own, my heart goes out to you.
2007-09-10 09:43:29
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answered by Steve C 7
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doing invoices has got me bummed. i usually have to stay up all night doing it, but im getting so old!
2007-09-10 10:03:08
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answered by joezen777 5
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hmm well you already know all the things that are going on in my life so Im just going to scream on your behalf!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there thats better! Im so sorry Wendy, im here for you, ya know! Anytime! LYLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2007-09-11 14:56:32
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answered by Sh00ting_St@r! 4
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how am i will be , to receive my fate DEATH RESULT.
2007-09-10 18:16:02
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answered by Anonymous
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