Getting f*cked up!!!
Apart of me, wants to be with this guy who hooks it up with liquor so I can get away from my f*cked up life...I was to do cocaine again...I want to quit & say "f*ck it"
I cheated on my ex...I went with this guy who can get liquor to f*ck up my life & now I want to be with him because I have sources to get away from reality with him....
I love my ex....& I think the reason why I wanna do all of this is because I'm ashamed of ever cheating on my ex...I feel worthless & now. I would rather **** up my life...instead of be with my ex...
I'm a f*ck...
Yes yes, I know I need anti depressants, I need therapy...I need to stop whining over my sh*tty life. Yes yes people...
Don't lecture me, just give me hope...
f*ck.
2007-09-09
07:40:41
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Savanna
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