my life is pathetic, some might not think so. i live in a middle class family, i have most the material things that i want, but i have no re friends, nobody cares about me, im always bored, my parents dont let me leave the house,because they caught me smoking weed once, im really stupid, i fail most my classes no matter how hard i try (im not technically retarded) im hated and bullied by lots of ppl at my school, and my "friends" talk sh!t behind my back, i cant do anything about it because i cant fight, and my old friends that use to help me hate me now, because i was forced to go to a different school. call me an emo pu$$y if u want i dont care anymore it would be so easy and painless for me to do it too, my drunk dads got a safe with, a 45. a 38. revolver and plenty of ammo. i dont buy into any of that "god" bullsh!t so dont bother... my life has just been getting worst and worst, and i wanna say f**k it, and put a bullet in my head. im 15, is there any reason why i shouldn't do it
2007-09-04 15:30:23 · 18 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Friends
i can get into the safe whenever i want, i found the combination....
2007-09-04 15:31:14 · update #1
whoa. that is some major stuff..
DON'T DO IT. you have an entire life ahead of you..and even though the next couple years while you're still in high school may suck..just try to push through it until you get out of high school and can move away. Just think: your life can only get better from here!!! Isn't that something to look forward to? You HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO keep up hope that it will get better.
You definitely need to talk with someone about the way you feel. A parent, sibling, family member...ANYONE besides people on the internet. Call a suicide hotline..they can help you as well. They could help you get through this..because I hate to say it, but you're probably depressed.
I'm not gonna call you an "emo pu.ssy" because that doesn't help any and thats NOT what you are. You matter to the world..you may not see it..but you're here for some reason.
If you're having trouble in school talk to a teacher or counselor about it. They'll be GLAD to help you, i'm sure. You could get a tutor and they could help you improve your grades. Don't be ashamed by it either...its a good thing to ask for help, because even the best of us need some help from time to time.
Maybe you could talk to your parents about your situation. Tell them that you're being bullied at school, tell them that you are disliked by many kids there, that you're always bored because you aren't allowed out er something. You could try to get into activities that you enjoy. Idk what you like to do..but figure that out and do something that involves that. Maybe you could try to get a job or volunteer (volunteering is sooo important) to try and gain your parent's trust back and show them that you're more responsible.
Trust me, you have so much to live for in the coming years. Its not worth killing yourself.
2007-09-04 15:45:22 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Well, you just described my life at your age. Flashback. First of all, this is touchy but so it's everything in life. Believe me, I felt that way many times. Now, I am happy. I am somewhat of a loner but I like it that way. School is a tough place to be sometimes. You must remember it's not going to be this way all the time. I found a women (who was really cool) to talk to about my problems. I had to search for a while but I found her.
You need to unload your problems and sort them out. No one in your school is worth your life. Happiness is the key to open the door from your space. Try to make ties in the world. Do something nice for someone or volunteer your services to an animal shelter. Sounds stupid? It's not. Animals are helpless and reily on others. It will make you feel better too. But don't give up stick to it. Offer your time and get out of the space your in. It's weird to think that a year of darkness can turn in hope and happiness. Believe me, when you find your spot you will know. You said you weren't technically retarded, you write well, spell well, and know how to communicate your feelings well. Work with it. Use all your strengths and build on that.
It's funny but when people see that your doing well and are somewhat happy, they want what you have and that is how people flock to one another. This time you'll have the choice to give them the time of day.
Depression meds help in low doses. I never thought I would like them but another option. I've been on them for a few years and I am not that old!! It takes the edge off.
When you feel no one cares about you, know that you are one of many. By helping (animals, older people, kids) you will have a sense of belonging. I bet you have a great amount of feeling and maybe someday you can help somebody that feels the way you are because you know from experience.
I guess I could say get onto the internet and search for help groups but that's your choice. Find someone to tell you feelings to that won't share with other people and family. Apply yourself to volunteer work, and keep thinkin positive thoughts, if you can. I am sure everyday must seem like forever but do something about it. It requires more work to make your life and others good then to put a bullet in your head. I give you a lot of credit, seems like you do have your sh$t together if you only choose to use it. Don't let me down.
2007-09-04 22:57:22 · answer #2 · answered by JW 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
The very fact that you are asking the question is an real indication that you are seeking help. Please do. Talk to your counselor at school or to a teacher you trust and they will see that you get the help you need. Depression is something to be taken seriously and you sound like you are very depressed. I'm sure that right now life seems like it sucks big time, but with someone who knows what they're doing guiding you you can come through this. How do I know? I tried committing suicide. Fortunately I was not successful and I got help that not only saved my life but showed me that I was loved even though I didn't think so at the time. I don't know you but you sound like you're in pain. Talk to someone - a professional - and you'll find your way back. Good Luck.
2007-09-04 22:49:13 · answer #3 · answered by Chip M 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
wow, When I was bout that age I thought the same things and my rents are super strict and they don't let me do much. But I kinda got closer with my friends that I thought talked **** bout me but it turned out they never really did it was just me being dramatic... I'm sure if you talk to your friends and hang out with them a bit more at school and **** things will get better + your only 15 what bout all the rest of your life you can make so much of it.. just because your not good at academic stuff I'm sure that your good at other things ...theres always everyone good spot in things and what now. I really think you should.nt... just because your going through a bit of a rough patch at the moment I'm sure it will pass and things will be better!.. I really hope you don't do it.
2007-09-04 22:42:47 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
You sound like you are at the very bottom. Tough place. More people than you would think have been there. I have.
The good news is, from there there is only up. And believe me, from someone who has been there, "Up" and the trip there is a challenge and fun.. Takes a lot of work but from where you are , what do you have to lose.
2007-09-04 22:44:41 · answer #5 · answered by len b 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Just remember that suicide is a permanet solution for a temporary problem. 15 is such a hard age to start with. Go talk to your consular at school about the bullies and getting extra help with studies.
2007-09-04 22:40:11 · answer #6 · answered by kny390 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Because at 15 you still have so much time to get yourself together. You shouldnt end your life because your depressed. Your young. If you were 45 id say if thats what you want to do then go ahead but if you kill yourself, your just showing how much more of a failure you are that you couldnt even attempt to get it together so u just put a few bullets in your head. is this how you wanna be remembered?
2007-09-04 22:36:02 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 3⤋
You shouldn't kill yourself because you didn't create your life, therefor you don't have the right to end it. :/ If you 'do away' with this life, as horrible as it may seem, you WILL wind up returning in another life only to have to face the same obstacles and situations you ran away from in this one.
It might suck, but that's way life is. Grit your teeth and bear it. You don't wanna repeat this sh1t, do ya?
2007-09-04 22:39:36 · answer #8 · answered by kerriwyn13 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Awwww...poor, poor pitiful you.
If you can't answer that question yourself, strangers on the internet aren't going to be able to do it for you.
If you don't like your life, only you can change it. Want to earn your parents' trust? Don't do drugs. Follow the rules.
Want friends? Be one.
Want to quit getting picked on? Take a few karate classes.
Don't appreciate what you have? Volunteer to work with others who have less.
Failing school? Get help. Go to tutoring. Spend more time studying and reading.
Don't want to be called an emo? Don't act like one, don't dress like one and don't talk like one.
2007-09-04 22:38:21 · answer #9 · answered by janicajayne 7 · 0⤊ 2⤋
trust me there are more worries then that to come. u need to straigten up theres a lot more problems in life to come. secreat is keep it in your head that things will work out one way or another. thats what i have to say when things are getting me down like today. my sons mom just lost him to dss after she got me to trust her with custody over him. lot more to the story but now im so mad at myself i cant' stand it. but i can't give up i have to look at my mistake or problem and fix it. not give up on it.
2007-09-04 22:43:50 · answer #10 · answered by chad_27292 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋