first day of high school sucked (freshman) i wanna kill myself?

Question

ppl i knew from middle school didn't bothered to say hi, everyone already has there own groups and most ppl in my class are older than me, i'm so shy and quiet, i felt so ugly and weird, i made no friends, these girls that hate me were being so mean, i woke up early to get my metro card, program, and i.d. card but they STILL didn't have mine, nobody cares what how i am doing, i'm letting little things get to me and i fall everytime, everyone is so gangster...i feel like dying, i wanna drop out ='[ i feel SO much regret for not getting into those good high schools...*starts bursting like crazy*

Answer 1

OK first of welcome to high school. 2ND take a deep breath, for get everything: forget that your first day was horrible. Now i wanna tell you something, once u leave 8th grade remember: its all gonna change. trust me when i was a freshmen i was like Wat??? its hard i hated freshmen year, well after a while u get used to it. now i wanted to tell u ppl r gonna change heck Ur best friends will change too i know. but high school is a new environment, and u will soon adapt. Now for those girls, act like u don't even care, there probably being mean because they got nothing better to do. always remember that high school is there to prepare u to go out into that world, and Ur gonna see some not so gr8 ppl in that world, but at the same time u will see gr8 ppl and u need to find those ppl and be friends with them. u need to try hard, prove to every1 that u are proud of who u r, and don't underestimate yourself. Because if you view yourself as weak, and ugly every1 else will. Never give up, you'll always regret it. As long as your true to yourself that all that matters:) if u need any more pep talks(lol) u can email me at [e-mail]. Good Luck:)

Answer 2

Your whole attitude is what's not going to make you any friends. I've never been home schooled, so I can't really talk from a first person point of view, but this is my second year of High School. In all honesty, I can tell you that people are a lot more willing to have a conversation with you and make friends here. It's not like middle school, where everybody is so full of themselves and there little cliques that they can't find room for another kid. For me, the first week was not all that great. I really just caught up with my friends from last year and made new friends later on in the year. Only because I was willing to though. Calling yourself ugly and fat and being all down on yourself is doing you no good. If that's how you feel, it's going to show around others. You have to have that attitude of, "I'm going to meet new people, get good grades and have fun!" As corny as it sounds, it works. If you want to get yourself sort of started, try joining a club. In a small group of kids, you're almost sure to get at least 2 friends. Don't give up on yourself before you even start! The year is what you make it.

Answer 3

It might get better, just realax. You can always transfer though, if you feel really bad. But freshman year pretty uch sucks in the beginning. Try to maybe make friends with people who you don’t know frm middle school, that way, youll have a clean slae, and they wont care about those mean girls frm ur middle school.
Try not to care what people think, itll make life easier. Focus on your studies, be nice, and things will eventually fall into place. Good luck!

Answer 4

Awwwww...it will get better! First days are hard. Talk to people don't wait for them to talk to you. You will make new friends easily! If someone doesn't say hi to you say hi to them! Whats the worst that can happen? I feel you on the everyone is turning gangster thing. People change...you just need to meet friends that you have more in common with now than the old friends that you had more in common with in the past.

Answer 5

Yup. Im a freshmen and I just started today also. Everyone was immature, loud, disrespectful, laughing over nothing and just being rude. All acting gangster too. I try to ignore them and act like I dont care. I came home today and cried my eyes out because I wanted to kill myself. But after I calmed down I didnt think it was that bad. Im also very shy and have social anxiety around immature crowds. This might be whats wrong with you though. I have almost a different grade level in all of my classes except algebra.

They pull out their cell phones and talk during class even. THey make fun of peoples looks. Its pitiful too. Maybe you can e-mail me and we can chat.


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Hope this helps.
Hope to hear from you.

Answer 6

It will get better. Bill Gates is the world's richest man and I'll bet he was stuffed into a few lockers in H.S.
Give it a few weeks; don't judge the whole place on the first day. You can work hard and transfer to one of those nice H.S. (they won't look at you if you're wasting time in the sucky place and withdrawing). Make the effort and it should pay off for you. G-d bless you!

Answer 7

Killing yourself is definetly not the answer. You have got to like yourself before you can expect anyone else to. Look for a club or group that interests you. Could be that you don't have anything in common with your middle school friends any more. Try the arts (drama, music, art, etc.) just about everyone fits in there!! And, you may learn something and have fun to boot.

Answer 8

I assume so you go to school in the city if you got a metro card. I live in a big city too, I know some things can be tough, but eventually you adapt. High School is supposed to be a fun time, try to enjoy it the best you can.

Answer 9

Hey srry u had such a ruff time, but don't worry things are bound to get better, just keep ure head up, and be ureself, people do care about what happens to u, just know who to trust and turn to them and im surethey will help u out, if u ever need anyone to talk to im here K? k.

Answer 10

Hay, that is foolish talk. Life gives us all ruff spots. So what if your weird as long as your happy with yourself that is all that really counts. I was weird in high school, did not have a girlfriend until junior year, now I have 17 children by 11 different women and I am still not married. And I am still weird! I like it that way, so will U!