How come I feel happy when I think about getting really drunk and tying cord around my neck.?

Question

My PTSD will go away, and no more ADHD.

I wont have to deal with my family no more.

Thats just silly, I think I feel happy just thinking about getting drunk or laid, I dont need a cord, I just need to get laid.

Answer 1

its not worth it. i used to feel like that, like nothing would ever get better. eventually one of my aunts saw through my fake smiles and told me "sucide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" i realized with time, everything does get better.


e-mail me if you need someone to talk to.

Answer 2

Because you know it will all be over soon, and no more misery and no more worries to have. Death can be alluring for many reasons. I myself deal with being bi polar and depression and alot more , every day of my life.

Suicide looks very good to us sometimes, but it has to be the last line of defense for you. Some folks will get on here and post answers like go get some help, see a proffesional or something of that nature.

But in the end it is up to you, can you bring yourself to do it, or are you just seaching for feed back in this forum for a reason not to do it. There are many ways to look at life and this is only one of them. I myself have contemplated suicide many times, and I even have a hole in the roof from a 9mm round that I shot and at the last moment pulled the gun away from my head.

For some taking your own life is the easy way out, and for others it can be a way of facing what is conceived as being wrong in your world. Take a moment to write down on paper what is "bugging" you in life and right under that write down the good things in your life. Believe me even with the thoughts of doing your self in, there are still good things in life to focus on. If the goods things in life out weighe the bad things in life, try to focus on them. You did not get this way over night, and the answer to your issues won't be fixed over night also.
Take life one day at a time and, survive the day. I think that if you look at the whole picture and all that is bothering you, it will over welm you and it will eat you up. Taking life and it's issues one day at a time let you concetrate with a more open mind and deal with the issues as a small event, rather that take on the big picture and feel like your are drowning.

Good luck to you and I hope that I helped a little in your quest for an answer.

Answer 3

WOW, now thats heavy!!!!!!! Please don't do this, 1 of my best friends did, 14 years ago, and I'm still not over it!! You must be really mad @ your family in order to want to hurt them that bad!! But you don't have to end it, just BEGIN IT, leave, start a new life, be very,very successful, and rub their noses in it!! Like is short and temporery @ best, DEATH is perminate!! Call someone & get some help!!! MGB

Answer 4

just feel happy about getting really drunk
and forget about the other bit please
its pointless!,and who's to say "if" there is an afterlife
it wont be worse than here,then you will be stuck
up shi.t creek without a oar,count your blessings even if you
havent got any,make a few up~enjoy just a good booze up for now~~~~~have one on me see ya

Answer 5

as in to commit suicide? or for erotic asphyxiation?

as for suicide it would all be over.... no mo issues!!! YEA , i feel ya , i really do.. probably won't do you any good though.. i bet the Hindus are right about the whole reincarnation thing..

as for erotic asphyxiation....cause you know that your gonna have a bomb *** orgasm!!! who doesn't get happy thinking about good sex? i mean really .... who? and why dont they?

be a lay tech with latex !!!!

Answer 6

jessica, you really should go see a counciler. you have a long life ahead of you. if drinking causes you to want to commit suicide, please stop drinking. there is help out there and dont feel embarrased to get help you need. i did and it helped me alot.

Answer 7

i dont know you tell me