I failed to control my body at my doctor's office & i came onto him.i threw myself at him?

Question

During my doctor's visit in his office,he got up to get a medical samples that were behind. I SUDDENLY got up, followed him & when he turned around, there i was; without thinking i kissed him.I moved closer,put my hands on his waist,pressed my body against his.He slightly opened his mouth & I slipped my tongue in.He didn't move out of shock.In seconds my hand was touching his penis & before I knew,I actually put my hand in his underwear.In that moment he pushed my tongue(with his tongue) out of his mouth.He grabbed my hand (that was stroking his penis) firmly& pulled it out of his underwear.He held my arms firmly & pulled away.He then said "Don't ever do that again".All this happened in less then 5 mins.Suddenly i came to my senses, i started crying.I was so embarassed.How could i ve lost control.I let my feelings take over me.After 5 mins of me crying, he asked me to sit & he said "I will forget this ever happened". CONTINUED AT THE BOTTOM IN DETAILS

After saying he will forget it happened.He got up & left the office for almost 10 minutes.I was so scared that he was reporting me.I almost crapped in my pants.I was shaking out of control out of fear.I still don’t know what made me do that.Though the first few seconds I slipped my tongue in his mouth, he actually responded(he kissed me back).I think this is what lead my hand in his underwear.I’m not Bad.This was one freak moment.A week later he called me & asked me to find a new doctor. 2 months later I ran into him in a bookstore.I wanted the earth to swallow me.He walked up to me & asked how I was doing?We ended up having coffee.Since then, we ve had romantic dinners.I see him at least 3 times a week.Yes I ve a new doctor.We do get intimate, but I can’t bring myself to sleep with him.The incidence that happened in his office haunts me.I really like him.What would you do if you were me? The other issue which is STUPID but weights heavy on my mind is the race factor.

What do you think of this?

Answer 1

Maybe he was wearing Axe body spray....this really stinks. I am sorry that happened to you. Just go for it. If you two are 'seeing each other' at this point there is no reason for you to let this incident ruin your future relationship with him.

Answer 2

wow! This sounds like a romance novel. you are pretty brave.
I say "have fun" The race thing isn't a big deal....it was more of a big deal what you did in the office but he is obviously over that.

Answer 3

This seems like something that would have happend on television. Funny and sad at the same time. I think you should try to forget it even happend.

Answer 4

you could follow up on feelings, write a book about you're life( not being smart, my life is really boring) or just realize we all lose control and put in it in past.
Best to You!!!!

Answer 5

wow lol, i was totally gripped by that, it sounds just so impulsive and passionate! He clearly made you change doctors so he wouldn't get in trouble for dating his patients, it means he likes you.

Answer 6

I think it's a scene from a movie.....I can't remember the name of it but yeah, it sounds familiar.

Answer 7

that is quite a story there. i dunno what to say but that was a weird way to start getting to know the doctor. Maybe he was going to get the medical samples u NEEDED before you were about to do that

Answer 8

I can't believe it! It's something out of one of those bad romance novels, right?

Answer 9

sounds like you should write stories for Playboy or Penthouse.

:)


as for the hot doctor... I don't blame you. My OBGYN is a hottie. :)

Answer 10

just do him and get it out of your system