this is how i feel?

Question

this isnt really a question but how i personally feel all the time no matter what. I feel empty...thers nothing at all no hate love worry joy. Nothing. and it scares me people can hit me and i wont feel it i can bleed and i wont feel it. my heads so messed up i dont know anything anymore. Occasionally my heart flutters and everything comes back but it goes as soon as it comes. Nothing makes sense anymore nothing makes me happy its ruining my life and it doesnt hurt. Its always a feeling in my chest sorta tight and everywher else is empty like a void where i should feel but i dont. I don't know what to think anymore, i see no future for myself.
people say its a phase but i know its not, ive had this for months now and its not going i don't think it ever will. I don't know why i posted this but i guess i never will.

Answer 1

hey there, i should get myself to a doc, they may refer you for some counselling if that is what you wish, im not sure what is going on with you at the mo, but something is deffo up it sounds like you have been extremley hurt at some point and have not recovered from the effects if i am wrong then i really dont know but it is deffo a state of mind and you really do sound as though your quite messed up at the mo try and get yourself some kinda help you shouldnt be suffering like this i really hope you get this sorted and you start to feel things again it must be awful for you x good luck x

Answer 2

depressed. awww *hugs*. see someone and just talk about anything and everything. or talk to a friend. or to the mirror. or write it down - you know how you feel... which i guess you just did. then think of one thing you want to do tomorrow - gardening. nothing major. and then tomorrow find the time to do it. just do it. and that way you have something to do. don't know if it will help but you might as well try.

also find a dream or something. i don't know. going on holiday. and then start preparing yourself. find the perfect place. what you are going to do. where you are going to stay, eat, go. the budget. start saving. start dreaming.

i'm not very good with things like this but i just thought you should know that people do care otherwise they wouldnt have replied to this question.

maybe this post is your cry for help. or you admittance that something is wrong and the realisation you want to do something about it.

good luck and keep smiling =D

Answer 3

Because you know what you feel, is a good start. Everyone has a future and that includes you! You do not say how old you are, but my guess is, you are a teenager? Even as adults, there are lots of things that do not make sense to us. Believe me, you are not alone. There are, I would think, things in your life that have not gone too well. Most of us have been there. Personally, I would consider seeing a counsellor and discuss what it is that might be making you feel this way. I hope you do and find a solution as to why you feel the way you do. Good luck. x

Answer 4

obviously you posted it because you know you want and need some sort of help. Even though you think it doesnt bother you or worry you the way you feel, you know its not right. We all feel at times that our life is going nowhere and nothings worth while, but if you are feeling this way for a long time, then i would advise you to get professional help, you could be depressed or just need some sort of counselling.

Answer 5

It's obvious you are suffering from depression. The heart flutters and tight chest indicate anxiety thrown in for good measure. Go see doctor asap. There is life at the end of the tunnel. The numb feelings, are in way to protect you. A bit like being in shock, but this has gone on for too long. Like I say, go see Doctor.

Answer 6

I think we all go through numb periods where we lose our lust for life. I know I have on and off for most of my life. I think it's all a part of growing spiritually, even if it doesn't feel like it. You really have to do some soul-searching and figure out what you want to get out of your time on earth. Life isn't easy for anyone. It's full of good times and bad times.

As far as a future goes, everyone has one, whether they want to face it or not. You have to make a decision on how you want yours to be. You do have a lot of power in that regard.

Answer 7

I think by the fact you can see this about yourself is encouraging. I think deep down you realise something isn't right which is a good start. I think you are probably depressed and admitting something is wrong is the first step to some type of recovery. the next step is to go to see your GP and they will help you with the next steps.
Good luck. There is a whole world out there to enjoy, get angry with, and give you pretty much every other single emotion there is out there!

Answer 8

Don't worry... you just need to relax... maybe start dancing, that can cure a lot of problems. Most of all, you have to talk to somebody.
I understand what you mean. Sometimes I really can't explain myself. I can't really feel emotion... At my cousin wedding I felt nothing, even though I was supposed to be happy, because I have a good life.... At my grandfather's funeral I felt nothing... But I knew I was supposed to be sad, because he was gone... Things like this I believe nobody can really explain.

Answer 9

Feeling empty sometime has its uses, sometimes not. Emptiness can allow you to try new things, experience new things, and or see another viewpoint.

The times it is not good is when you feel confused, unhappy, and uncertain about life. You sound depressed about something that happenned in you life recently, or maybe it is something that needs checking into by your family doctor; it could be something as simple as a hormonal imbalance.

Be kind to yourself and take care.

Answer 10

you may have encased yourself in a suit of armour, think back to when theese emotions were able to penetrate you and check to see If you have attempted to rid yourself of them to avoid emotional damage. have there been any bad emotions flying around lately before you felt like this, a bad break up, loosing trust? If you even tried to guard yourself from one bad emotion, you may have stopped the flow from them all. This is all being controlled by your sub-consious so you're going to have to control that with your consious, alot of people say that you can't control your sub-consious, while this is true, It will respond with reasurrance, treat it like a dog terrified of lightning, or a child in the dark. speak to it verbaly and let it know that theese emotions won't hurt and there is nothing to fear.