I really do think I am special. I can't do anything right. I work at a part time job as a package handler at UPS, and I make $8.50 a hour for 4 1/2 to 5 1/2 hours. My part-time supervisor yells my name out loud. My bell always going off, I am always in the heavy trailers.
I can not build my walls to the top. My full-time supervisor yells my name to pick up the pace, and the truck is very hard. I load 650 to 750 packages a hour. The truck be going crazy. The bells go off every 5 to 10 seconds. The packages are very heavy. My full time supervisor told me if I don't work with a sense of urgency I will lose my job. People have been fired at UPS, for not working fast. The full-time supervisor told me I am slow.
I am about to get fired, and lose my job. Is it because of me that the world is here.
Why can't I see the outside of my face, I want to know what it looks like. I can see other people faces except mines.
2007-09-01 12:00:02 · 7 answers · asked by AB 2 in Arts & Humanities ➔ Philosophy
There are many issues here. You start off by saying that you are special, when what you probably mean is that you think you are different. You say that you can't do anything right. Are you sure about that? You were given the job in the first place, so somebody must have had confidence in you at that time.
Why can you not build your walls to the top? Is it because you lack self-confidence, and this comes across on a daily basis? If you are constantly being yelled at, there has to be a reason why, because adults do not yell at other adults for no reason. You've been told that you are slow. What is stopping you, then, from speeding up?
I think you need to speak to a counsellor, but before you go down that road, speak to a close friend, one who will be honest with you.
I don't understand what you mean when you ask if it is because of you that the world is here. If you mean that you think the world revolves around you, then the impression you are giving out is false; that you mean that you were selfish and expect everybody to run rings around you. If that's the way you are, you'd better change, and quickly. Look in the mirror, and analyse yourself. Remember, what you imagine people to be thinking about you is usually not what they are thinking at all, so be friendly, wear a smile, and people will respond to that. Most of all, be positive.
2007-09-01 12:17:39 · answer #1 · answered by interesting 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
AB, I looked at some of your other questions to see what type of person you are so that I could better answer this odd question.
The world does not revolve arround you. You have nothing to do with why any of us are alive. You are no more special than any other human being on the planet is special.
You think you are some how not responsable for the fact that you are lazy, fat and have a raggety dirty car. That it is not your fault that you are a bad driver or a poor worker. Sorry to tell you sunshine, but yes, it is your fault. Nobody elses. Not God's, not your boss's, not your parent's, not mine.
At 22 it is time for you to take responsability for your actions and for your life. Stop eating that junk food and get some exercise. Clean up your car, your flat and your appearance and have some pride in yourself. Get a new job or work harder at the one you have. Take responsability for your life and do something about it! Stop blaming everyone else and thinking you are too special to be responsable for it. Nobody owes you anything in this life.
I also think you should seek some professional help as you appear to have a personality disorder. Counselling can help you come to terms with this and help you find new ways to adjust your perspective and combat those negative self destructive behaviours.
The face thing again? Get over it. You can't see your face because your eyes are stuck to the front of it. There is nothing you can do to change that. Get a mirror, get a camera. Nobody is ever going to be able to give you an answer to this that will satisfly you.
2007-09-01 13:54:22 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
First, I think you should find a different job...the one you have doesn't suit you. Take some classes in creative writing (or better yet, go to college and study English with a concentration in writing) and become and author specializing in the "stream of consciousness" style of writing. I believe you are special but unless you are my mother you are not the reason I am alive today.
I think you were born to write.
2007-09-01 14:03:57 · answer #3 · answered by DeborahDel 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Maybe you should not type and drink at the same time. Most small children have learned the world is not here because of them. Try a mirror for the face problem. And work faster.
2007-09-01 12:10:14 · answer #4 · answered by John C 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You are alive. That's why you are special. And like that guy in Jurassic Park said, "Life finds a way!"
2007-09-01 14:07:44 · answer #5 · answered by ragdefender 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You may be special, but you are not the reason that I am alive today.
2007-09-01 14:27:09 · answer #6 · answered by ? 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
What do you want?
2007-09-01 12:05:45 · answer #7 · answered by Richard15 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋