I have been single for 4 years about,it feels longer,i met this guy online,moved in with him a week after talking to each other and we were together for a few months but then one morning i woke up to find him dead,'adult cotdeath' it is called i think.And my soulmate got killed by joyriders and i feel cursed.The next guy i am with could end up dead too,and i have never gotten over the lose of my soulmate and i know i never will.But then,my friend here,Destroyer,he and i dated each other for a few months when we were younger,i have always liked him but i am scared of getting too close to him.We kiss and huggle all the time(huggle=cuddling/hugging,i just like using the word huggle),but another problem,he has a boyfriend and they have been going steady for a year,i really like his boyfriend and he knows how close we are,but sometimes i get jealous,but i know who Destroyer would pick if i made a scence and his boyfriend is lovely and sadly,they are so right for each other.
I hate my life.
2007-08-25
09:24:53
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