I feel like dying.?

Question

Lay down on the floor and stop breathing. I'm more then depressed. This is what happens when you have no family and no friends. The is what happens when you have no -ON-LINE friends....Im going to be put on antidepressants because unfortunately my religious belifes prevent me from taking my life. So hopefully these antidepressants will numb my emotion and heartache. Because my heart and mind is unable to function anymore. I'm gay and because im gay my whole imitate family as well as extended feel that my sexuality is grounds to competently abandoned their son. My sister tired to see me last year and all she could say is "Can you just be straight? because your hurting the family..is it worth it"? Im really sorry but i refuse to hide my sexuality that is also in itself is awful place to be. I hate breathing. i hate life. i despise humans.....People ***** and moan about stupid **** ..at lest they have a mother and a father and siblings to love them. To hold them, to give them a kiss.

Answer 1

stay strong, my young friend...

life is not an easy road for any of us...but i have found that by focusing on simple things life has to offer oftentimes softens the hardships...an awesome sunrise or sunset...a good book on a rainy day...even a pet can help with overcoming depression...animals don't judge and give us unconditional love no matter who we are, where we live or what we do for a living...

please don't let people and things drive ya to he unthinkable...you have a lot to offer the world and you have too much life in you to just give up...

i sincerely hope to hear from you again in the very near future...and the next time?...i expect you to tell me a joke that will make me laugh my azz off!,,,

peace...

ken coada

Answer 2

Adopt a dog. I'm serious.
I have two dogs, a cat and a fish named Fred.
They make me laugh out loud.
Always go forward and never turn back.