is anything the matter?
2007-08-23 08:47:03 · 14 answers · asked by ωнєη уσυ ѕмιℓє уσυ мαкє мє ѕмιℓє 7 in Entertainment & Music ➔ Polls & Surveys
*sniffs* it's just that I'm having a little nestalgia, which normally wouldn't be such a bad thing, but unfortunatly, I have many more sad, painful memories than I do happy memories. and I can only ask that question, "why me? what did I do to deserve it all?" I've always basically been a 'goody twoshoes', and I'm so talented and creative, so why must I endure such suffering? so much that I become physically ill? this is only the sunrise of my life, and already I've had more dark clouds than most people do in their entire lives. in my past, all was unwell from the day of my birth up until the sixth grade. I'm getting purer and better every day, but that makes my heart easier to break, because it can be reached easier. that, over time, mixed with years of a reclusive life, have slowly made me a quiet, hands-in-his-pockets kind of person, it's made me so slow opening up, and it's makes me feel alone, regardless of how many people I come into contact with. I fear that no one will ever get to truely know me, or truely understand me. whenever I think, "maybe this time, this might be the one person who will understand and I connect with" something gets between us, something keeps us apart, and the friendship disappears. nothing more than yet another memory to make me suffer, to make my nights sleepless. I find it hurts ever more to let go, because I know I can't stop caring.
has anyone ever left you without so much as a goodbye, or even a reason? that's happened to me twice now. the first time, it was my soulmate, and she left saying, "see you later" and I never saw her or heard from her again. the second time, which was just recently, my very favorite person just stopped talking to me, just started ignoring me. and instead of saying goodbye or asking me to stop trying to reach her, she sicked one of her friends on me.
it's very hard being me. anyone who doesn't know what I go through, what I've been through, what life has done, they would think I'm lucky. I've actually heard someone say that sometime before to me, and I was offended, though I knew where they were coming from. most people would go mad having to be an emotional whipping boy.
the future is one of the few things that can comfort me. the only other thing is friends, like you.
what's the matter? about every signifacant thing you can think of.
I don't mean to sound angry, and it's not you.
2007-08-23 11:06:59 · answer #1 · answered by Juan Sanchez Villa-Lobos Ramirez 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I am trying to figure out where to go this evening, and woe a RICH man, and marry him so I don't have to return to work in the morning.
2007-08-23 08:54:25 · answer #2 · answered by Sassy 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yea, Why do you have a tube of Petroleum jelly and a cucumber?
2007-08-23 08:55:04 · answer #3 · answered by BrothaAli 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
No. I'm just thinking. I usually look perplexed when I'm thinking. And you? You look completely baffled. No,you really do. Frankly,I'm concerned.
2007-08-23 08:54:17 · answer #4 · answered by Galahad 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
cause I am and the cats are kissing and fighting so I confused very
2007-08-23 09:13:00 · answer #5 · answered by marsh 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm confused because I discovered P & S and some of it's retards
2007-08-23 08:54:14 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 2⤋
these people keep calling here talking about fixed arm rates and re-amortization of mortgages.....I know I'm the mortgage receptionist but that doesn't mean I know what the hell they're talking about!!
2007-08-23 08:55:40 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Just looking at your picture,man!!
2007-08-23 08:53:49 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
yes
2007-08-23 08:52:07 · answer #9 · answered by lynn 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm eatin chocolate.
2007-08-23 08:54:01 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋