an addict , a question for straightedge clean people?

Question

i am an absolute addict , it could be anything i just cant draw the line , to stop , i keep going , will i die an addict , consumed by my boring self or will i live the life ive always dreamed of , to be .... i dont even know i just know that im always high and i dont sleep like i used to , now i sit up and think for a while brush it off somehow make a promise to quit , i wake up the next day and do it all over again , is there an alternative , are u living a better life than me or is this ok?

Answer 1

Willpower is a ************. If you are sincere about turning over a new leaf, then put yourself in a parent's shoes, whose baby was born addicted to cocaine. Put youself in your mom's shoes as she's teary eyed staring at your tombstone.
Put yourself in a boyfriends shoes that can't stand to see you kill yourself. And lastly, go out and buy a new pair of shoes for yourself and take babysteps.
The strongest drug I've ever taken was Tylenol with codeine, lol. That's the best I can do.
Knowing IS half the battle...ask a friend to be ruthless in helping you, and promise not to get mad at them for ripping you.
I love life....breathing is so cool. The world around us leaves something to be desired, but that's no excuse to piss your life away. Instead of spending too much time on Yahoo, use the internet for enlightenment. Study the stars and galaxies, Study different countries, Explore the NEW 7 wonders of the world....that's right, there are new ones, lol.
Best of luck....be strong.

Answer 2

You already know you have a problem, that is good. To every problem there is a root. So what is the root of your addiction? I find that the commom problem in this situation is that you have not found a meaningful existence. This is what every one is searching for, but many do not know. What is a meaningful existence? Well, it is many things, it is love, family, health, positive energy, morals, righteousness, goodness, being happy, and making sure you are in control of your life and your destiny. You should read the bible, meditate, ask God for guidance and wisdom. Do this for many nights for many years, with good intentions and the desire to be good and change. Remember when you were a young child and you had the desire to please you parents. A simpler time when you were good and innocent. Go back to that, this is what God is waiting for you to do. And start to exercise daily, and I mean that, exercise everyday. Replace the drugs with a workout. And get a boyfriend. A good one that does not do drugs.

Answer 3

Yes, I live a better life than you do. But that was a choice that I made. Your can have that life too. But you need to make up your mind if that is what you really want. 1. Seek the help that help people who do drugs. 2. Call on God to help you. He will. 3. Ask God to send you the Spiritual help that you need, like a Pastor. God is still in the healing business but you need to be serious wanting help to get the help you need and want. God already knows you need His help. What God wants is for you to let Him know that you can't make it without His help. And you know one day you will have a testimony how God delivered you from drugs. Choose God, you won't be sorry.
Are you willing to give it a try?

Answer 4

well think of all the money you would save.
think of finding someone that actually cares about you.
think of actually having a future that will have a positive outcome
the only thing you can do is go to checking in to one of those drug rehab places or have your family lock you in a room for a month. that will get you clean

Answer 5

we are all addicted to something , me l'm addicted to healthy eating and exercise l'm a work-a-holic. with out addictions we'd all be bored to death. just find and addiction that will do some good or at least less harmful. Pray ask God to show you something good you can be addicted to.

Answer 6

If you're not happy, then it's time to change. You won't stick with it until you're ready to change.