i dont wanna live...?

Question

i hate it i hate my brother i hate my family i hate the skool i hate everything......i dont kno wat to do anymore. and ya i do go see a stupid therapist but it dosnt help anything...

Answer 1

I'm really sorry, Em. Talk to your parents about how you feel. Maybe go live with another relative, one that you like. I answered for that school thing on the other question. Try using those suggestions, and if they don't work, change schools. Maybe also see a different therapist, one who's better. I'm sorry. Just hang in there.

Answer 2

Life should be good and exciting. If it's not, then something is off. I would suggest seeing if you can't change therapists. Some therapists are better than others and perhaps you got one that's not too good. Keep looking - you deserve better.

Once a day - write down what you are thankful for. Perhaps its just the pretty color of a flower. Or - perhaps its because you got 30 minutes free time without a brother bugging you. Every once in a while review it and recognize that sometimes the small things in life make each day just a little better.

Answer 3

drama queen. lol/ Life gets better. Time moves on. You need to start making good memories. start having fun. get an attitude of "**** happens, o well" shrug it off. do your best to blow the socks offa people by exceeding their expextations of you. Make yourself better than you were last year. Do the unexpected. Have fun. Don't grow up too quickly, but do it to the point where you notice a change inside yourself. If you feel you've accomplished something, then its worth it. Do one small good deed a week, and then start doing it every day. When you have the negative feelings, clean a spot in your room. sit and read a favorite magazine. Clear your bathroom counterspace and light a candle. If you do a good thing for a stranger, tell everyone you know. Make it so you feel good and have a purpose.
Just look at my Katie, I put myself thru hell to give her that life. It hurt,inside and out. I pushed myself to know that she'd be better off and loved just the same. She models, she does ballet and gymnastics. She surfs. She rides horses like a pro. She has the life I would've loved to have. I gave that to her. As much as it hurts me, i know she's ok. My sacrifice made me a stronger, more understanding, compassionate person.

Your family doesn't describe who you are, YOU do. You have an identity, That's all you. Make your own name, and run with it. Boost up your self-esteem. Stop with the hating and get with the tolerating. Just do good by yourself and it'll fall into place.

Answer 4

I felt the same way many times but I feel ashamed of feeling like suiciding when I imagine how sad my family would be. What would your parents do if you died. Think of how much grief you would cause them. They would think that that was their fault (your death) and they would never forgive themselves. Now think of your brother and friends and how sad they would be. Life IS worth living. Yes it can be bad sometimes but you know that you can get through it. We humans have a very short time to live on this Earth and we should make the best of it. It is not worth giving this all up just because of a bad day. Just remember that. And if you still feel like dying, stay alive...for your family and friends. There WILL be good times in your life. I promise.



Try a new hobby it might help.

Answer 5

Be positive. I agree with the person who told you to write down good things you find in your life daily. Great advice! Start looking for the good, think good things, read good things, watch good things. Muddle through the bad and find some things to look forward to. Find a way to have a break from bro and family by visiting friends and family. Talk to your parents, hopefully they will listen to you. Also, get a new therapist. Eat well, exercise and take care of yourself, this helps you feel better about yourself and gives you a sense of power. Pray, often! Hang in there!

Answer 6

EmaWeeE, Your heading just scares me .I think you need to be talking to someone about your feelings.If you cannot talk to your parents please call the kids hotline.They have trained volunteers who can listen to you and help you.I agree that you should try another therapist because they are not all created equal. Have you ever been diagnosed and/or treated for depression? It is difficult to go through the teen years without the support of your family.I don't know your family except thorough what you have told us.You really need to talk to someone.Do not ignore these feelings. They will only get worse and they will not go away by themself.Promise us you will talk to someone.Take care.

Answer 7

Why do you wanna give up? Nothing can be that bad to make you wanna just quit. Suicide is a very permanent answer to a very TEMPORARY problem. You are going through a tough time as a teen, and things will get better. Hon, I'm going through a lot of sh*t...and I'm not gonna quit. So, what're you gonna do?

Answer 8

i know how you feel with not wanting to live...

i am 15 and i wish every night that i won't wake up. i know life is s*ity and there is nothing i can say to change that. i come from a screwed up family, i have basically been on my own since i was born. i hate everything about my life....i don't see no reason to live (honestly).....the only thing that really keeps me going is that fact that i am pregnant. i know a lot of people say "well look on the brighter side of things" but that is easier said than done. sometimes you have to seek out people who feel/felt the same way you do to really "talk" ......since the people who feel and gone through the same thing know a little more what is going on, etc. know what it is like.... (no offense to anyone on y!answers) ....people say they "understand" but if they never felt it how would they really know....anyways sorry this is kinda long....

if you want to talk, you can im me....maybe we could vent on each other and have our own little screw the world party...

Answer 9

Emawee, this is EXTREMELY serious. Find another therapist, ask your daddy if he will take you in for a while, don't panic about school yet it may not be that bad. You are AWESOME EMAWEE don't forget.

Thank you and good day.

Answer 10

I think you need to get away from your family.

Maybe stay with another relative. Talk to your therapist about it.

Things will get better.