I went to a 6-week summer camp where several problems arose concerning my mother who I didn't talk to in 7 years due to drugs problems. My stepmom was criticizing me, lessening my self-confidence as usual over the phone. In addition, the people at the camp didn't have set morals, they seemed off somehow and I felt sooo out of character, pressuring me into admitting to stuff that wasn't even true. I felt like I was going to die, literally, I just wanted to drop through the floor. Unfortunately, there was a guy there that seemed normal, so I talked to him as a friend and he shared his really bad family problems with me. He got sooo annoying, though. But I am too nice, I admit. I really am. The last night at camp, he snuck out to hang out. Literally, just hang out. It was 3am when he called and I was asleep. When we met, I was still half asleep and we (17 yrs old, I'm 15) talked about random stuff, then he kissed me and I was so drained, so stressed (if I can blame it on that..
2007-08-13
17:41:15
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God, please help me.) and he continued to do more stuff and I kissed him back. My mind felt so blank, like I wasn't there. I hated it, but at the same time, I felt like air, I felt invisible. Which leads to my problem, I have a boyfriend. I hate the guy from camp, I dont want anything to do with him. I am NOT the kind of person that would do that. I am so lost, and it's hard to forget about it. Is there any way that the stress makes it any less bad, any ways to feel better and rise above this issue without ruining a relationship that happens to mean the world to me?
2007-08-13
17:41:34 ·
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