I saw this lady on tv who was convicted of rape but was atrracted. NOT because she raped because i was young and saw it through my view. Not from her point of view but mine. I did not like what she did. its not even possible for me too. It repulses me. When young i diddnt think how sick she was and how wrong she was. I was just thinking about my own fantasy about older women. I feel scared. I cannot believe i didnt see how messed up this person was. I diddnt even know. Does this make me a wrong person? Im really upset over this. I have really bad OCD and cant get it out of my head. I did not like what she did. That wasnt my intention. I saw it my own view when i was younger and wasnt mature enoguh to see how sick she was and see it her way. Someone please help.
2007-08-10 15:27:18 · 2 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
Hey i dont know how to answer questions so im gunna add a detail... I know i diddnt like what she did im positive.I have really bad ocd and its making me scared.
i have Pure O. I feel terrible that i could fantasize about this. I feel so bad for the victims and family. This was not my intention. My fantasys were just made up nothing to do with what she really did.
Im just scared. Really scare
Im just scared. I take my fears to new levels. I told my mom and she said its ok you did nothing wrong. When i tell her can i talk to a doctor about this who knows about ocd she says no just leave it. This makes me feel like i did somethign wrong and i dunno. im scared. This wasnt my intention. I forgot about this all these years because I know i diddnt have sick mental intentions. I just remembered because i saw her on a front page of a magazine a couple of days ago. I feel like my mom thinks i did soemthing wrong. I cannot believe i diddnt see it her way. I cant even get out of bed.
2007-08-10 15:54:34 · update #1
I cannot believe i didnt see how sick and mental she was.. Im so depressed.
It does repulse me now that im older and know.
2007-08-10 15:59:57 · update #2
Sorry one more thing I can see how i saw it. But i just cant belive i didnt see it how crazy she was. This realy bugs me. Im just scared.
2007-08-10 16:02:32 · update #3
Its okay dude. Seriously. You explained it to yourself. You didn't know and thats not your fault. Your not a bad person for that reason. You were attracted to older women (and I dont blame you for that either) and thats natural.
2007-08-10 15:38:42 · answer #1 · answered by Mitch M 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
congratulations you've learned to step back and see the big picture so now what was the problem?
2007-08-10 22:39:32 · answer #2 · answered by dogpatch USA 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋