Serious question here ...?

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Ok im going to write what i wrote in my blog for the people who cant see it (question at the end)

I'm so scared and alone, last night i was one Y!A and i was just about to get off and i got so scared, i cant explain. Like the only light was coming from my laptop and i got so scared like someone was watching me or something big was about to happen like i was going to die. I dont know what got into me i was curled up in my corner crying, i didnt know what was happening. The only time i came close to feeling like that was about 4 days before i saw someone in their car tumble down a hill. But this time its stronger, i got so scared. I'm so afraid that im going to die or someone is going to get injured badly or anything like that! I'm afraid to get into my car, im afraid to go outside. whatever it is thats going to happen i dont want to witness it this time!!! i KNOW something bad is going to happen. Its weird i'll like go through stages or phases or whatever, like I'll be deathly afraid its going to happen then and there and then like 10 minutes later nothing happens and i get over it, then im afraid again later. I DONT CARE IF I SOUND CRAZY!!! im afraid, im alone i dont know know what to do. I dont need therapy im not depressed i dont have any mental conditions. i just dont know whats happening. I'm so afraid, i feel like something BIG is going to happen.

Last night when i was trying to fall asleep i was listening to my chemical romance songs on lime-wire and then like out of no where it started skipping around then it stopped then it played one lyrics from "sunsets over monroeville" and that lyrics said "if you're already dead" from the line that says "but would anything matter if you're already dead?" then it stopped playing completely. thats when i got real scared again . then i feel asleep

when i woke up i felt better, and i wanted to share with you guys. so if i go through my phases when im so afraid, and it talk to one of you and i sound suicidally or something i just wanted to let you know ahead of time so you guys might know what to say.


<3-Kay

my questions: If you i am on here and i sound suicidel or like im having one of my phases when im terribly afraid are you going to help me? because i know i will sound suicidal at least once

no mean answers or comments, this is serious.

Answer 1

OMG!!!!!!! i hav had tht feeling too!!!!!!!!! i never wittnessed any accidents tho...... i would worry bout it... last night where i live there wuz a huge thunderstorm and the electricity kept messing with my radio.... the accident from the first time wuz probably a coinquidic

Answer 2

You can email me if you would like to talk. It sounds like you are going through post traumatic stress syndrome, though. You should talk to your mom or doctor or high school counselor about someone to talk to on a regular basis that would be able to help you hopefully better than I could. Sometimes just having that person to talk to that is right in front of you is the best thing for a broken spirit.

Answer 3

let everything happen, be it good or bad
but as long as you stick it out to see the outcome
all good will come
but have patience and keep dreaming
being scared is a big part of life
its what makes life interesting
learn to ignore the idiocy that occurs around you
and i second the fact that the internet
is not the right place to get guidance
face to face with a professional therapist would be best

Answer 4

You should consider getting a puppy or a kitty! No, I'm serious! I'm a teenager and I still live with my parents, but when I am home alone and something freaks me out, I play with my pets and they make me feel so much better. They are comforting....I hope you get better! <3!♥♥♥!<3

Answer 5

aw, kay! *hugs u* joey thenks it sounds liek a phobia, maybe u shud talk to ur mom about going to therapy to help u overcome it, a'specially if u witnessed an accident u shud talk about it to someone. dunt woree okaynothing is gonna hurt u, but the fear is veri real an u shud get help for that so u arent scared anymore ~love joey ♥.

Answer 6

Oooh...!! Sounds freaky, but I'm sure its just a glitch...?
Its alright. Just a messed up version of the song. Dont freak, you just have too much going on. Its stress, and everything is getting to you...

Answer 7

*hugs tight* that's happened to me before. a few nights ago a had a horrible feeling that something bad was gonna happen, and then the next day i got on and found out that dylan had tried suicide... it was so wierd and i was so scared

Answer 8

I as quickly as had a pal who grew to develop into very on the element of me. as quickly as whilst we've been sitting on the sting of a swimming pool, she crammed the palm of her hand with some water and held it in the previous me and reported this: "you notice this water heavily contained in my hand?" It symbolizes love. "that's how I observed it. as long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to proceed to be there, it's going to be there. in spite of the shown fact that in case you attempt to close your palms around it, it is going to spill via the 1st cracks it famous." that's the main suitable ppl do whilst they meet love. attempt to own it, assume it, call for it, and it in simple terms spills like the water out of your hand. If there are human beings you adore, enable them to be loose beings. provide and don't assume. advice yet do no longer order. Ask, yet by no ability call for. it ought to sound uncomplicated in spite of the shown fact that it incredibly is a lesson that could take an entire life to truly prepare. it incredibly is the secret of genuine love. to truly prepare it , you may clearly sense no expectancies from those you adore, and yet an unconditional worrying" existence is eye-catching, stay it. in case you adore some thing, enable it circulate. If it comes lower back to you, devoid of you having to plead or beg, then its yours continually. If it would not then it replaced into by no ability meant to be"

Answer 9

aw it's ok *hugs* do you live alone? you need someone in your house so you feel protected. just calm down.... you need to talk to someone in person, and tell them this. and dont worry, i dont think your crazy. if you have your own house, then sleep at your mom's house. if you dont have your own house, talk to your mom. i think she'll understand... i'm here for you if you need anyone to talk to, ok?

Answer 10

hey! my friend had few thoughsof it but i was the only one who could talk her out of it!
it was realy sad and hard ot do but we got through it and now and then she still has bad thoughs.
i helped herand i can help you ifyou want!
:)