What should I done how can I make things better, can U read my story then answer my question?

Question

This boy name Martin liked me ever since we was 11 and I ask him out when we was 14 then he found the truth I was only taking the fun out of him and he was really hurted I was his very first love and I crush his heart to pits anyway I went out with his friend name chris and we used to stand outside of martin house evertime we finish school to wait for martin so we can hurt him and we used to french kiss to hurt him and we used to do that at school with everone taking the fun out and Nobody believe him I ask him out and evertime he told the truth everbody used to shout at him but before I saw chris, I did had a sex contact with martin I push myself up him by feeling him up the backside and I did push all my dirty parts on to him, I never knew how much he care about me anyway martin confront me about everthing and told me the truth and said he loved me and with everthing what we was doing to him, martin went to start doing bad things to me and chris

in witch the police come on and everthing went to court, Martin was put in cell for few hours and my mom and dad and chris family was trying to hurt martin, and martin family had to leave and the school never believe martin that I ask him out and I told the school a lie. Martin lost 1 year of his school thanks to this school, and they kept me and chris. Martin was going to kill himself till my mom stop him, anyway Martin won the court. and yea the police did catch us standing outside martin house before the court, anyway I haven't seen martin since, then I catch chris was is underwear down looking at nude women on the net and that was over between us two , 7 years later me and martin saw each other and we both was just looking at each other, and I could see abit of tear in his eyes with hurt, but he looked at me in a soft way, why would he still have feelings for me after everthing I done to him, I mean we both was teenages when he had feelings and I think he still loves me

Answer 1

no offense but what you did was horrible.
i'm not even going to go on to describe what I think of the way you've treated these people as it would be rather offensive. So you can only imagine.
Don't try to clear your conscience by apologising just so you can feel better for what you've done.

Answer 2

Coke,

You wasted your time in school on Chris.

1. Find a way to learn proper grammar and punctuation.

2. Put Martin out of your mind. He is past you. You hurt him. He still has trouble believing all the hateful things you did. That was the reason for the tears.

3. Ask God for forgiveness for how you treated Martin.

4. Move on with your life.

Answer 3

maybe he really cares for you but that does not mean that he fully forgives you. it coudl be nitemare for you and i don't know what you are wanting. do you want to start seeing him well i wouldn't if i were you you have done enough to this young man and its bad enough so leave him alone and get on with your own life.

Answer 4

stay away from him, you have hurt him enough. let him live his life and see what its like to date others.