Was it God I saw?

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Hello everyone. Please do not respond to this question until I finish adding details. It will last for 2 minutes. Once completed, I'll let you know at the bottom. Also, ignore any grammatical error, for what I wrote is very long. Thank you.

As I recently informed R&S, I’ve seen God more than once. Many people found it amazing, of course it is, and they asked me to elaborate on how I met God. In this message I’m going to explain my experience with God, then I want you to answer my question, which is “ Do you think It wasn’t God I really met?”

I was born as a handicap. This means I lack potentials, according to mankind, but I am more than what people may think of. At first glance, people may conclude that I’m suffering physically and emotionally, and even take it to the extreme by assuming I may not be mentally stabled. The truth about my invisible potential reveals when someone risks the chance of starting a communication with me. Such anonymous may think twice the next time he/she sees a handicap. “ Wow, this guy is amazing.”

So, I was born as a handicap, and I am serving my years being a handicap as life continues to grow today. But there is something I need to tell you all out of nothing but honesty and natural truth.

At age 7 I realized someone existed out of this world without having been told about Jesus Christ. I knew someone was watching over me, because there were certain times where that spiritual being would talk to me, and I could hear its voice naturally. This spiritual being does not have a voice like Human beings; its voice is impossible to explain. But once that voice speaks, I’ll hear clearly, no matter how soft or low it speaks

Out of the clear blue sky, the cloud transformed into an image. I was sitting outside by myself admiring the sky. I kept my eyes on it for about 20 seconds, then ran to my mother. I said, “ Mom, look in the sky and tell me what you see.” Mom looked and saw nothing. Of course the imagine was gone. I said to Mom, “ I saw a man’s face, and he smiled at me.” Mom said sometime clouds do that. So I guess sometimes clouds do that. I moved on.

I am not sure, but sometimes later, about 4 months or so, I heard the spiritual being’s voice . I said to Mom, “ I do not know Mom, but someone is speaking to me. But I do not understand.” Mom told her friends that she thinks Ghost is following me around, so one of her friends suggested her to put a cross in my room so scare all ghosts away.

The Lord knew I was aware of him. He knew I was ready to accept him. God knew I know he was there, so God was never reluctant to show me sings and wonders. My first prayer to God was answered in my dreams. (Attention! Before you say a dream is just a dream, read carefully.)

I asked him on my way to sleep to give me power. I said few more things, but I can’t recall every words I prayed. But I am sure I asked him to give me power.

My prayer wasn’t answered until about 3 to 4 days later when he sent one of his disciples to me in my dream. The disciple wore a long clothes that covered his head as well. He held in his hand a stick and said to me, “ They’re 7 cows lying down. I’ll lift 6 cows off the ground and leave one for you to lift. “

The disciple said a few words, which I could not understand, and then he lifted all 6 cows off the ground and gently put them back down. He said, “ Your turn.”

I folded my hands just like he did and moved my hands the same way the disciple did and rose my hands upward towards the sky expecting to lift the cow off the ground. Unfortunately, I failed. I also used the word the disciple used. After I failed, the disciple started to laugh at me mysteriously. He laughed and laughed and laughed, then he walked away from me while still laughing mysteriously.

I knew what was wrong. I never had enough faith to lift the cow.

I then confronted my Grandmother and asked her if she believes that there is someone watching over us. She said Jesus Christ is watching over us, then she begun to tell the story about God, including Adam and Eva, which I found to be interesting.

One night I smelled fire. I was sitting in the livingroom watching TV with my sister, Mom and Dad. I told them I smelled fire, so Dad went to check the stove and such. Everything was fine. 10 minutes later I told them again I smelled fire. Mom checked the house for herself this time... Everything was fine. Again I told them I smelled fire, and Mom and Dad got pretty upset with me. They said I need to shut it and that they didn’t want to hear it anymore. I went to my bed.

The next morning I asked Mom, “ Which one is more powerful, water or fire?” Mom said, “ What’s up with you from last night about fire? By the way, water is more powerful. Why did you ask?” I replied, “ Something is burning.” In less than 4 seconds an Uncle of mine came to our house to inform that my Mother Uncle’s house caught on fire 8:00 AM and was burnt to dust.

Let us look into the incident carefully. My mother Uncle’s house caught on fire 8:00 am something in the morning, and I smelled the fire of the house probably 9 hours before it happened. Later that day my Mom said, “ But my child kept talking about fire from last night. “

It seems like my prayer came true. I have power!!!

At age 11 I was told I would die within the next year. The doctors informed that there was nothing they could do to save my life, and that I approximately had 1 more year to live. My condition was heart related problems. When I reached age 12, I got hospitalized. Yes, I got sick terribly. I recalled saying to God, “ I am going to die. But I do not want to die. I love my Mom. I do not want to leave her. Please, I do not want to die.” I went off to sleep

When I woke in the morning, I saw my mother sitting on my bed smiling at me. She said, “ How are you feeling? “ I replied “ Fine.”

She then hug me and said, “ I am taking you home today. The doctors called me this morning and said your ill came around nicely over night.” I was confused, because I was supposed to die. I said to Mom, “ So, what happened?” She said I should ask the doctor that question when they arrive. Once the doctors arrived, I asked them what had happened. The doctor said they didn’t fully understand what happened, and that I had a different heart situation overnight. The Doctor assumed that their machine probably had malfunctioned and gave the wrong information. Nevertheless, one out of 6 doctors said something strange happened overnight.

What was the problem though? The problem was that I had a germ in my blood that could not be removed, and because I am already a heart patience, the germ was predicted to explode the heart.

However, my heart rate came back to normal, and there was no germ in my blood the next morning...

I was sent home, and today I am 25 years old.

Around the age of 14 or 15, I once again used the power that God gave to me. It was on a Sunday on our way to the beach. We drove a Van that had an open back. This means people could stand in the back of the Van. In other words, the Van is roughly known as a pick up truck, like those Toyota Tacoma’s...

I was told to sit in the front of the Pick up Truck, but I refused to and stood in the back with my brother and friends. Suddenly the unknown voice informed that our truck would crash. I paused for about 5 seconds then said to my brother, “ I think we are going to crash.” Bam! 3 seconds after our truck was hit by a car. No one got hurt, and I was fully prepared.

After the accident and ever thing was cleared up, my brother said, “ You were right.” However, I got scared. I was then scared of God.

Later that night I heard my brother telling my mother how I informed him of the accident before it happened. I wanted to tell them it was God who told me, but I kept it to myself instead, for they would never have believed me.

Many times my mother caught me exchanging words with the Lord. She would say, “ That’s nice that you trust in God so much.” But what she t failed to understand was that I was actually talking to God.

So one night I went inside of my mother’s room to have a talk with her. I said, “ I know it is hard to believe, I know you might think I am crazy, but I have power. “ She didn’t laugh or smile but rather invented her attention in what I was saying. “ God speaks to me all the time. His voice does not have any sounds. It is very hard to explain. But whenever he talks, I would hear clearly. He was the one who told me we were about to crash.. Honestly, “ I explained. Mom informed that she believe my story.

Later down that year I fell asleep in my mothers bed. Dad never had a problem with me sleeping with them, so they left me there sleeping with them. Around 4:30 AM in the morning I sensed danger. I immediately got up and shook my mother. Mom asked what was the matter, which I replied to, “ I do not know. I feel like my brother is in danger.” Because Mom knew I could tell things before they happen, she immediately got out of bed and phoned my brother’s apartment. She received no answers.
“ Oh My God,” she said, “ I hate this.”

Her and I never went back to sleep. Around 9: 00 AM my brother phoned us. He said, “ Mom, guess what?” Mom said, “ what?” My brother then continued, “ I was held up by 3 gunmen last night. I then had to try escape my death. They fired shots after me. Oh My God, I am breathless.”

Now, it was time for my mother to introduce me to the world. She thought I was amazing and a gifted child, so she wanted the world to know who I was. However, I refused to expose myself to the world. I told my Mom that I didn’t need to convince people to believe in my experience with God publicly, and I never felt comfortable doing so.

My mother then asked me if I could predict. I told her I am unable to predict and that I have no power over the world. I told her I can only do what the Lord asks of me. I can only tell you what the Lord tells me. I have no idea of when he will speak to me.

I decided to give my soul to God, so I got baptized in his name. I made it clear that my soul shall be given to God and no on else.

Upon great depression, I said to God,” Why me Lord? Why am I do deformed? What have a I done to deserve all of this?” I cried and went off the sleep.

One week later while driving home from the store, the voice said, “ Because I love you. You are strong but need to be strengthened. Earth has nothing to offer you. So what are you seeking for?”

Suddenly a smile came over my face. I realized I do not need earthly strength, but rather faithful strength that will accomplish me what I am currently seeking for. ( Happiness)

I asked God to let me win the lottery. He said, “ Is the money more important than what I am giving you now?.” Praise the Lord. What he meant was that he should be all I need.

Now, God finally appeared to me in person. Not just once, not just twice, but couple of times.

Suddenly a smile came over my face. I realized I do not need earthly strength, but rather faithful strength that will accomplish me what I am currently seeking for. ( Happiness)

I asked God to let me win the lottery. He said, “ Is the money more important than what I am giving you now?.” Praise the Lord. What he meant was that he should be all I need.

Now, God finally appeared to me in person. Not just once, not just twice, but couple of times.

Here is one of his appearance. I drove to a place called “ River Front” This place is surrounded by water. It is my favorite place to chill and watch the sunset. As I was about to sit down, I was taken away spiritually. This means I was in a mute state. It is very complicated to explain, but see if you can grasp it. I was totally deaf. There was no sound. I was totally dumb. I could not talk. It’s like the world was paused. It is pointless to say God is a he, for what I saw, it has no gender. So I feel much comfortable referring to God as an IT than to say it’s a he. Furthermore, God has no complexion. I can’t find the words to describe IT. This is why it is very important that individuals find God for themselves to know who IT is.

God then showed me what he had done, which was his work, the earth, the water, the mountain. Then I was back to normal again. It’s like God took me away for 8 hours in just 1second. However, it seemed as if I spent 8 hours listening to God, but when I got out of that mute state with the Lord, just a second was consumed.

Today I question myself about the world trade Center. That was an incident that I should have been aware of. However, God did not tell me anything about the world Trade center.

But I am sure you all want to know what God looks like. That’s just one thing I can’t describe.

Also, there are many prayers that the Lord has not YET answered.

I could have easily became an Atheist If I wanted to, but I simply can’t be an Atheist, for my eyes are open. The Lord also told me that they’re not many Christians in this world. I’m one of the few, and I have many errors in my life that need to be corrected... As hard as it is for me to say, if God should come for the world today, my soul is questionable. This means I am not 100% safe from going to hell..

But I constantly ask him to show me the path each given day. I ask him to lead me, have mercy upon my soul that is washed in sin everyday... It is hard to escape from sins, so that’s why I need him to teach me how to avoid the sins I commit everyday unconsciously.

I am finished.

Thanks for those who appreciated to read.

There are many more that occrured in my life, but sure exomplaing everything would consume a lot of time.

Answer 1

Your life story touched my heart and I did get emotional because i was so touched! Yes it is God, Why question it because you know the answer to your own Question! The Lord gave his power to the right person and I pray that you take full advantage of it! Stay strong and I only feel bad for the people leaving ignorant comments on here! I do believe the power of God and I believe your experience totally. Take care of yourself and continue to be blessed!

Answer 2

I believe you did see God, contrary to what most Christians Believe, God never said there was an end to people seeing him, nor did HE/IT say there was an end to prophets, Listen to God he may be calling you to be a prophet. And don't listen to what that JT guy is saying, if thats a cry for attention, your a genius for coming up with it, but i don't believe it is. And there are no rffrences to the trinity, because it doesn't exist, there are three seperate beings, not just one.

Answer 3

Interesting.

Answer 4

Thank You for sharing your personal story with us John. Yes I do think those who have handicaps are truly loved by the Lord....You have a gift..Don't ever doubt that the Lord loves you dearly and that He paid a handsome price for you to one day be in Paradise with him....God Bless You Always...

Answer 5

God is real, we all have power, none of us are able to communicate to God any better than anyone Else if we allow it to happen. All the answers are within us if only we allow it. Its not about going to church and listening to someone who wants to make a living telling us what we already know, if we allow it.

Answer 6

Ok. I believe God is calling you to have faith in him. do not lost your faith to God, and always pray to him for help. You must read and read the bible and do not fail to read it and understand it very well. God will guide you to understand it. The image is not really God but maybe His angel who was sent by God to say something to you, something about the belief of God.Thanks to the Lord God for calling your attention.No one could see God actually. You can only feel him to your heart and mind.
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Answer 7

Okay, if people in white jackets come over to your house and say that they want to help you, go along with them quietly. Just kidding. Wow. It sounds like you really did see God!

Answer 8

No.

You saw shapes in clouds, dreams, and your own preconceptions projected on to the world. If it gives you strength, fine. But do not expect me to believe it.

Answer 9

If you ever feel tempted or tested, call upon the holy name of Lord Jesus. That stuff can have a strong pull but it's no match for Jesus. Thanks for sharing all that with us.

Answer 10

wow
thats amazing
i do think its God you met
thats really interesting
your definately a gift from God
Keep it up:)