i dont get it some days i HATE my life & every1 & everthing in it but then other times. ......................

Question

i love my life
im 13
i have cut for 2 years & i HAVE NEVER said this b4 but i have drank rum b4 when i was super sad(but i will NEVER do it again
i dont no y i get like this second im happy & stuff then some1 will do something or say something & it will make me soo mad or sad i cant stand it & i will end up cutting
i HATE how my life go's most days
& it seams like most of the time i cut or am mad or sad cause of my family or friends but i LOVE them & stuff
& i cant find the other thing that makes me do it
& that bother me cause it makes me think that its all my family & friend
I JUST DONT NO WHAT 2 DO ANYMORE
i WANT 2 STOP cutting & stuff
but i CANT tell my parents cause they just wont get it
& i cant tell my friends cause they all think i have stoped &i also cut because of one of them
& i will NOT call a # or teel doctor
I just need some one on hear or something 2 talk 2 so

PLEZZZ HELP ME
i have the thing whare u can email me on my profile
CAN ANY1 PLEZZZHELP ME!!

PICS FROM A FEW MONTHS AGO AFTER I CUT
2 WEEKS LATER

http://s196.photobucket.com/albums/aa138/idk729/?action=view¤t=1.jpg

Answer 1

My friend, concentrate your mind.
Believe you can do good things if you love you.

Again don't do that. Be faith of god. It is best to go to churches.

You have a good future. You have invite your friends,your good husband,children...

I am also your friend.

Play with children,dogs.

Hear melodies...

Please RELAX...

You have problems in this stage. After some days you think that the 'olds' are fun.

Please RELAX.

Answer 2

Hi
Your cutting is typical of anxious expression and is not uncommon for your age. You are going through a maturation phase known as "Identity vs Role Confusion". This is where you will start to dress and act differently. You will become interested in music and will gain intense interest in specific bands, sports, clothes or fads. It is in this phase that you will experiment with various concepts all in the interest of defining your 'self' and getting to understand the person you are. You will now begin to fight with your parents because you need to feel a sense of adversity with them so you can begin to separate from the family as your only social cohort and experience other groups and your role in them. This anxiety and the confusion it brings is very normal, even expected. The cutting is your 'outlet' for the anxiety and is not to be considered maladaptive. All of this is happening during a time when your brain isn't fully developed; children your age need to experiment and question, though they don't have the ability to understand abstractions or consequence. You'll be just fine; but could be helped by talking with a trusted adult if your cutting becomes a source of anxiety instead of its release.

Answer 3

Seen your pics of cuts and am really sad .I wish you had some one to confide and share things with you.Fluctuation of moods at your age are normal but not the cuts.Since you don't want to open up to your family,friends,a doctor or anybody near you,that logically leaves only one Option ie YOURSELF.I don't want to advice you as I know for sure that you already know what can be done and what you can do.It's your Life and you only can handle and guide it,by being self loving and self friendly.The day you decide to do it,YOU WILL BE ABLE TO DO IT.GO AHEAD AND DO IT NOW.Good luck and God speed.

Answer 4

oh my!! Being 13 is so difficult! It really feels like your going crazy at times because your body is all out of wak.

I'm really concerned about you. It sounds like you really have no one (or are choosing to not allow anyone) to turn to and your really, really need that.

I found a myspace site a while back called "to write love on your arms"...check it out...

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=61976377

I don't know how you feel about God and youth groups...but often times this can be a great outlet to talk!!!

Please talk to someone though! You are not alone!!!!

Answer 5

You need to stop doing that!
I will let authorities know about this because you need help. Your parents are not paying attention to you and you need to be evaluated and heard!

♥Rae♥ NYPD