what should i do?

Question

every1 keeps saying i need mental help! not because i'm stupid but because i need "too much"! apparently i need 2 much attention bc i have 22 bf's who can't give me all the attention that i am asking 4. another thing i am too spoiled... my parents give me wat i want wen i want it. but i'm only 12 and i don't no wat to do! i always feel rejected no matter wat i try to do, i always do it "wrong"! maybe i should just stop breathing bc maybe i'm doin that wrong too.
to top that every1 always makes fun of me because i'm hitting puberty and have zits. every1 calls me fat bc my sis looks anerexic, i mean i have bigger boobs and get more guys but she seems 2 still b happier than me and if i'm not happy i always want 2 kill every1 who is!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 1

You say your only 12 years old, right?

You have 22 boyfriends?

Well it does sound to me like you are trying to grow up to fast.
That will cause some problems on its own. Because you may feel like you are grown up but yet you are still a young lady. If you are going thru puberty, that is something we all had/have to face and it is not easy for some people.
It is a very confusing time and when other people say hateful things it hurts very much.
Don't let other peoples harsh words affect the person that you are.
If you are as spoiled as you say you are, and you admit it.
Then you know that you need to try to do things on your own that a normal 12 year old would do.
Everyone at your age goes thru periods of depression of some sort. If you keep having feeling of wanting to kill yourself then you really do need to talk to someone about it.

Good luck, Faith