well,i was a medical doctor wannabe..it all happened when i failed the scolarship to do medic overseas.?

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since my family sucks[my father only cares about money and my mother always think i'm good in everything],i had no one to talk to,to express my feelings..i was a brilliant student,i never failed in academic as that was the only thing that enhance my self confidence..later,i did bad in local college and end up taking social science thingy[in a 2nd year but i knew nothing about it]....i'm a loner coz i used to be nerds,things just seem to get worse-my parents still trying their best to kill each other,no bf coz i can't trust guys when i'm living with verbally abused father,studies sucks,pointless life and barely even smile.i did try to cheer up my life and accept god's faith-taking driving license,find some pocket's money on internet,do some window shopping but finally i end up crying like hell in my room .nothing on earth will ever make me happy.feeling like killing myself couple of times but i didn't dare as i'll be punished in hereafter[enough with the punishment in this world].help

Answer 1

Aw'right,
You can "right" this. First of all, reach out towards those who care. I think you'll find here many who'll reach back out towards you. You also need to find inner peace and confidence. If you can still live at home and do that... all the better.

Many here will be supportive, but (despite what you may think now) your parents care the most about you.

I'm gonna' link to you so I can see if you ask another question.

Peace, and all

Ron

Answer 2

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Answer 3

Oh sweetie, this is a lot of hard stuff all at once. But please know that you have the power to change things a little bit at a time. You can change yourself with a vision of where you want to be and the life you want to have. There are two things you can change: Your attitude and your actions. Take small steps to get to your goals and you WILL get where you want to be. There are a lot of people out in this world who put out encouragement and all you have to do is fill your self up with it and take action!

It's okay to ask for help. It sounds like it would be a good idea to move away from your parents home so you're not wrapped up in something that is not helping you right now.

There's a movie called "The Secret". There are a lot of good ideas in there about how to change your attitude or the way you look at life. Another thing to think about when you don't get something you want, is that there is ALWAYS something better waiting for you. It really works like that. There are surprises in life and in order to get them, you have to be WILLING to be amazed. You also have to take some steps (I love the quote, "God's hands, my feet." )

You CAN get through the hard times. Ask for help and keep taking one more step, one more step, and you'll find yourself in a life you dream of.

Sending (((((hugs)))))!

Answer 4

SOunds like your about to come on your period. Don't let the blaa's over run your life. The feeling will pass. Geeze you made it this far. so come...... lets goooo.

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