i am SO depressed and ANGry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?

Question

i HATE my life!!!!!!!! all my friends hate me too!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT can i DO!!!! i am depressed all the time and FURIOUS at everyone!!!!!!!! why am i crazy!!!!!!!i dont know what to do anymore.........i have TRIED killing myself but it never works, i have TRIED alcohol and am not addited anymore, i ahve TRIED seeing a phsycologist, i have TRIED talking to people but they make me wanna KILL someone...which i tried.......i dont know what to do..help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONT delete this i need HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE I AM GOING CRAZY HERE. help.....i hate.....my........life........

i have given up on god too so shut up about him...ya im young!!! IF YOU DONT WANNA ANSWER SERIOUSLY DONT ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 1

I hate my life too right now....I'm having those thoughts like yours too and I wanna talk to my friends about it, but I dont scare my friends away, by sounding like a suicidal. Hey I think you can see my e-mail address, if you ever need to share your feelings and thoughts with more seriousness you can e-mail me. BUt for rite now, being a christian that I have been for many years, only a prayer is keeping me alive at this moment, so you should try the same.

Answer 2

OK first of all takeing your own life will only encrease your miser. Because you are not this body you are eternal spirit soul, part and parcel of the Supreme Soul. People are angry and frustrated and depressed due to repressed desries. So you could probably make a list of all the things you wish you had. (like nice friends or what ever) your list must be huge to have so much rage. There are ways to get rid of that rage, but even after that one has to learn the process of self realization to end all rage, hate, and unhappiness. For the process of getting out deep rooted rage I suggest the book The Journey by Brandon Bays. It does work. But also read The Bhagavad Gita As it is BY Bhaktivedanta Prahupada which tells why we are in this condition in the firest place and how to fully get out of it. If one takes their own life they become a disembodied soul (ghost) who suffers incessently the misery they experienced at death for at least as long as their life was supposed to be and many times much longer. They are then tormented by so many other ghosts. They have no body or senses to enjoy so they try to inhabit others and no likes a ghost. Accept that lady on TV and she is rare and just an actress. any way. Realizing your true nature and taking steps to attaining that will bring you more and more peace. But you have to decide you want to change, no one can do it for you though you may get help with others. I don't suggest psychologists though they are generally more messed up than us. they are just in denial of reality to a bigger extent. I hear you and empathise with your pain, please hear me and try these books and processes. They work. I am living proof. Read Gita on line asitis.com. and google for the Journey book. You will feel better if you do the work. Change is painful because it is not our comfort zone, but when you get beyond it you will wonder why you didn't do it sooner.

Answer 3

Here are some thinkgs to ponder. Helped me when I felt like you do know (I think, I can';t really be sure how you feel)

A. You can be happy even if everybody else around you is acting the fool. They do not have to act a certain way for you to be happy. You can even find other friends - but you have to be willing to give.

B. 100% of life is un-manageable 9where have you heard that before?). You can't control other people and can't guarantee that you will ever get what you want in life. Allwe can do is try. It sucks, but it's workable.

C. If you want self-esteem, do esteemable things. Do little 'good-for-nothings' - nice things you do for others, for stray cats, feed wild birds - anything positive for others, for life, for the planet. But don;t tell anybody - you are doing it so YOU can feel good about YOU.

D. Pray and cry and ask for help and peace from 'whatever god is out there.' If there is one you will get an answer.

Your emotions are real - but temporary.

Now go to bed and sleep - be sure to get lots of sleep. And thank 'god' for helping you make it thru today w/o going postal.

Answer 4

In my opinion, you need to think back to when you first starting feeling this way... lay it ALL out on the table and I can do my best to help you. I have been through so much more in my life than people twice my age and I believe it is purposely so that I can help others get through their depression and hard times as well.

I sat down and did this about my grandmother who was living at the time... no one understood why she was spending 40 years taking medicine like candy and creating situations where she felt she was honestly sick physically... we talked about it and came to find out that she was totally fine with life until her Dad died at a very young age for her.

... Shortly after that, she begin saying how sick she was all the time... her depression and emotional sickness of holding it all inside her life and mind, turned into physical sickness. She died a year ago and the biggest sadness about her story... people didn't understand her because she didn't understand that her her-self was suffering all those years from emotional sickness and depression, not physical. It wasn't physical until the end when her body had been subject to being doctored for her "assumed" physical sickness. Sad, huh?

So, think back and if you can pinpoint the situation that made you first feel like this... write me for free advise to: [e-mail] Thank you. Sincerely, Shelia.

P.S. I can most likely relate if you'll reach out and let me.

Answer 5

What in your life is so terrible that you feel that you don't deserve to be here. You are furious, crazed, tried variables that have had no effect on your depression. Have you ever thought about exercising the idea of giving all that anger, frustration, etc. to a higher power, and that can be what ever you desire. Lord Jesus Christ, for example. We as humans have neglected the power of something that always has been around, "God" he's here to pick you up when your at your low points in your life. When we can see only one set of footprints in the sand, means that he was carrying us.
Pray for your dilemmas to be stricken from your mind and body. That's the evil in which con trolls us.

Good Luck

Answer 6

Many of us have been there. And when you really step back and look at it, you're life aint so bad. See really messed up people don't have friends around to hate them. Really jacked up folks don't have an "everyone" to be furious at. You sound more spoiled than depressed. I bet you're pretty young. Truly depressed people don't call out for help they just do the deed. Depression and angry don't really go hand in hand. Depressed people are just sad and not affect either way. So maybe you should look at what you do have? Or maybe you just recently made a bad decision or you feel stupid about something you've done. Now you're in "woe is me" mode. Sounds like you want some attention. That's what failed suicides are. Go take a walk and ask yourself....am I really depressed or am I just pissed at myself. Then, simply, grow up.

Answer 7

join the club sister. my friends think i'm nuts cause i start yelling at them for no reason (and i already have a short fuse) and my parents think i'm depressed cause i stay up in my room when they're home and only come down when i'm alone in the house(we have a 2 story house). but i think the truth is that people like u and me just don't get along with others......but try taking some pills for depression. it may help.

if i beleived i guess i'd say "my god bless u" er somthin...
but i don't so just good luck. and thanks for reading my crappy story.

Answer 8

omg!!!

your 'friends' hate you? dont want to add to your misery, but those people are NOT your friends....you say you hate your life but you dont say why. your furious but again you dont say why. in order to truely get help, you have to give out some details about whats going on. dying is easy and killing yourself is for p.ussys. only the strong survive.....

Answer 9

Practice meditation and Yoga.

Answer 10

You seem to be addicted to your angry and self hatred. You need to talk to someone with similar experiences as yourself.