I am bisexual and I have spells where I get these thoughts of people hating on me, and doing all kinds of stuff to me and I get these suicidal, thoughts and feelings like, I picture myself killing someone else, but in real life I never would do that, I am lonely I want a partner(s) I wanna have someone in my life that I can be happy with, I am sick of sitting on my porch alone,I am sick of having these spells I must be having these because I have been discriminated against because people didn't like me, I have been put out the house 4 times, I have been through so many conflicts with my parents in the past, I have been through the 4 years of h*** at school, I have had so many things happen to me, that must be why the spells are so hard to get rid of, after all flashbacks and nightmares of the conflicts I had with parents and people in the past, but I can do things to entertain myself and the spells go away for some time, have you ever been through what I been through because people
2007-07-10 00:56:29 · 7 answers · asked by DEGENERES77UAL IS BI AND PROUD!! 2 in Society & Culture ➔ Cultures & Groups ➔ Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender
have you had flash backs of people hating on you because they didn't like people who love differently? and have you ever felt like taking your own life because of homophobia and biphobia
in your life? 10 points for best answer.
2007-07-10 01:00:26 · update #1
I have been out the closet for 10 months now, I guess these are the side effects of being out.
2007-07-10 01:41:12 · update #2
My hope and wish for you is that you seek some counseling and learn to love yourself first, in all of your magnificance and glory. Then you will realize that if others hate you its ok.
2007-07-10 01:27:02 · answer #1 · answered by wellnotright 3 · 1⤊ 1⤋
I am so sorry that your life has been this way so far. I think it is a sin to not like a person because of his beliefs and sexual nature. I bet you are a really nice person. Discrimination in wrong for anyone. It will be a long time before people learn to let people live the lives they want to live without giving them so much crap that it hurts. I hope you can get away from the town your living in and go somewhere and make a fresh start. People don't have to know your sexual orientation or beliefs. They are your business and your business alone. Good luck to you. I wish you were my friend. I would never treat you that way. I respect a person for te person they are, not for what they do (unless it is really bad, like hurting kids).
2007-07-18 02:55:00 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
It sounds like you have survived quite a lot in your life, but you have not come through it unscathed. You are most likely suffering with depression brought on by post traumatic stress (the flash backs of the fear and panic are key signs). You do NOT have to go throught it alone though! Please seek the help of a professional psychologist who is trained to help you heal yourself. If you got through the other crap, you will get through this.
2007-07-18 07:50:48 · answer #3 · answered by C J 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sounds like you have had a lot of trauma in your life related to your sexual orientation. Suicidal and homicidal thoughts, even if they come and go, should be followed up with counseling. To live the life of a gay/lesbian, is constantly a challenge. To learn how to cope with past traumas, the challenge is put to us to learn how to love ourselves and accept who we are in spite of other people or society. I urge you to find a professional who can help you with coping with your traumas and to dig deep and find the love and acceptance of who you are. Good Luck :)
2007-07-10 08:43:33 · answer #4 · answered by Bridget C 3 · 2⤊ 0⤋
don't worry you are not alone i feel like that every damn day, and until society fully accepts that we are different and yet the same i don't think much will change, you can email and chat with me if you like talking is always good.
2007-07-17 14:13:26 · answer #5 · answered by lyndsey j 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Fight back the self destructive feelings . Dont let them win .
2007-07-17 22:10:17 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
you need to seek professional counseling, there are many new drugs to help you on the market
2007-07-16 05:47:10 · answer #7 · answered by cheri h 7 · 0⤊ 1⤋