I've never really been an aggressive person.But now I feel really low & cry all the time. I find it really difficult to understand what my partner is saying to me & get angry with him & take everything to heart. I'm convinced he doesn't want me or the baby & have it in my head he's going to leave us. I'm finding myself really unattractive & as though I'm not good enough. I feel really guilty because when he tells me something, I percieve it all wrong & start shouting & screaming in his face..& if he doesn't say what I want to hear (he has a habit of winding me up when I go like this) I start throwing things & I cry - I've even hit him a couple of time. I feel awful & don't know what to do. I know he doesnt deserve this & I have NO RIGHT what-so-ever to behave like this, but I just freak out without warning & have no control over it. I try to relax for his sake & the babies but i just cant. i feel like im going insane, like i need to see someone. This isnt me.Ive never hit anyone before
2007-07-09
10:51:21
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