That would be emotional pain and yes when I was younger I punished myself with grief, it didn't do any good and it lowered my self esteem. Now that I am a little older I received a full round of physical pain. The opposite occurred. I want very badly to prove that I can win when the odds are against me. Also instead of dreaming of death when I lay-ed in the hospital, I dreamed of being loved, hugged and being kissed by a special someone. I think my brain programmed in a need that was missing for a long time to warrant a surge of hope. Even now as I am healing I find myself reaching into my imagination for something to fill this void. In some ways it is very beautiful just to want something I thought I didn't deserve. Never give up.....
2007-06-27 16:00:36
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answered by Anonymous
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I don't know if I have ever felt the world would be better off without me but I have felt that I would be better off without the world. Then I snap out of it and realize that I am here to learn something even if I have to go through pain.
2007-06-27 22:47:18
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answered by Darla 5
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actually no I havent. I have as we all have been through bad times and felt reality low.. but not that the world would be better off without me. I try and just remember that things always have a way of getting better.. it just takes time and that seems like an eternity but it does always get better.
2007-06-27 22:50:13
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answered by caligrl 5
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from time to time when i was younger. now i really don't care if the world would be better without me, i figure there must be some reason i am here.
the feeling will pass. i bet you heard that one before, but that is only because it is true. wallow in whatever if you must, just don't get lost and not come back. we need you. exactly how i can't say.
2007-06-27 22:51:20
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answered by glass. 5
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Yeah after I found out my husband had cheated, gotten arrested for stalking, etc. But I'm okay now, I'm better off without him
2007-06-27 22:46:23
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answered by Jessica 5
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i think we all go through this at one time or another. i especially feel like this during my low points in my life.
2007-06-27 22:47:04
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answered by Slomotion Like Snail 6
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I have felt like that from time to time, but I'm happy I am here now, I wouldn't have met her if I wasn't.
2007-06-27 22:47:02
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answered by Baxter 3
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We all have at one time or another.
Fight the battle. You don't have to feel like that.
2007-06-27 22:45:31
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answered by diannegoodwin@sbcglobal.net 7
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yeah, everyone has thought that at one point or another.. hang in there (no punt intended) it's gonna get better in time.. just be patient....
2007-06-27 22:48:43
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answered by YAHOO GHOST 4
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yes, plenty of times
2007-06-27 22:45:34
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answered by Katie 4
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