i cheated on my one true love. do i regret it yes and no. yes because i hurt him so much and no because i learned from what my mistake. cheating on him was bad enough when we starting working on us, i found out i was pregnant with the other guys baby. it hurt us both so much, we had been trying to get pregnant together and the one time i was with this person i got pregnant. i knew that in my heart i couldn't keep this baby and as hard as it was for me i had an abortion. it was best not only for the situation but for me as a person. he forgave me but i can't forgive myself. i know that he will never forget what i did to him but knowing that he has forgiven me makes me some what happy. i just wish i could forgive myself. if any of you have ever gone through something like this..have you forgiven yourself. now that we have three kids together and we are happily married i wonder what would life be life if i would of taken the other road. i guess those what if's are what get me the most.
2007-06-20
22:20:43
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could it be that i see my children and how precious life can be that im more guilty of having the abortion for many different reason rather then the fact that i cheated on him. looking at my kids and thinking back to the abortion leads me back to all those memories i want to go away. is that why i can't forgive myself not just for hurting him but for hurting myself in the process..having an abortion isn't the easy way out only to those who have never gone through it may think that way. that why i say i hurt myself in the process
2007-06-20
22:24:22 ·
update #1