I have been thinking about suiside ?

Question

the thought has been in my head for years. ever since high school.peer preasure and im failing gradesare the main reasons i want to do this . and i know my mom or dad wont miss me if im gone they barely even want me now.say if my sister does something i get blammed and punushed for it and its not fair. im doing stuff i never would have thought of doing before like drugs (extacy, weed), trouble with the law and i nowhave alot of enimes. im very depressed my best friend commited suiside and after that my other friend was stabbed to death my girl friend broke up with me (she was cheating) and its too much to go through with. i have tried 2 do it many times and i just couldnt do it but i know one time i will and i will kill myself as i said before my mom and dad wont miss me when im gone they dont care that im here they are always mad at me and yell at me.im not a very open person so i have not told anyone about it ever since it started 2 years ago.im 16 years old and need help b4 2 late

f^(k you clashingtaco

i dont have any close family im kinda like a social outkast so thats out of the question

i dont think my parents hate me i KNOW they hate me they put me out of the hose an now i live with my grand ma

and now my ex girl friend might be preganant with my child and my current gf her aunt passed and its piling on more stress

Answer 1

Oh sweetie, I know it is easier said then done but you shouldn't think of taking your life. Yes you have tried before but for some reason you couldn't. This is a sign that there is a purpose for you in life. You should consider seeing a counselor because having these feelings are not healthy. It's okay to feel lonely or depressed sometimes but it is not okay to want to take your life. Life is far too valuable to make such a decision. Your parents will miss you if your gone. I am sure they love you. Maybe it is because you aren't open that they don't know how to approach you. Please don't give up. There is a purpose in life for you. You may not believe me but there is, otherwise you wouldn't have been born. Keep your head up always and try saying a little prayer to God for peace. Good luck.

Answer 2

I used to feel the same way. I was 15-16 and felt that life was hopeless, things would never get better... drinking, etc was the only way to deal with problems. But, time went by, and things got better. You have to make a conscious effort, but things get better. The way you feel right now is not the way you will feel tomorrow, and next year and so on. I do believe that you should find someone to talk to ... in person. Find a counselor. Keep looking until you find the right one for you. If you can't afford it, go to the library and look through some books - sometimes you'll find some little piece of information that lights up a corner of your brain - and you'll start to feel a little better every day. Just know that the future is waiting for you, and it's a LOT better than things look for you right now. Your parents are people... that's all. They have no magical powers, they try to deal with things the best they know how. They see you having problems and they don't know how to help you, so maybe they distance themselves from you - but they do still love you.

Answer 3

LISTEN TO ME!!!!!
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem....you need to talk to someone real.....like, not online real!!!!
Call any local church, ask to talk to a pastor....or even better, GO to a local church and talk to the pastor in person!!! Talk to any of your school teachers, your guidance counselor, a member of your local police force, another student......talk to ANYONE!!!!!
Call 1-800-SUICIDE or 1-800-273-TALK
These are free hotline which will just let you vent to them and you can call whenever you feel the urge to end it!!!
I know it seems like these problems will be with you forever, but THEY WON'T!!!!
Believe me, what you are going through right now will come to an end eventually....and LIFE WILL GET BETTER!!!!
Please don't do this....it really hurts the people around us....even if you think nobody cares for you, trust me....you have no idea
Watch "It's a Wonderful Life" it's a movie about a guy who wants to kill himself, so an angel takes him back in time and shows him how different life would have been for his family if he had never been born......you will realize that, even if you are in a real rut, you have had a positive impact on more people than you can ever realize!!!!!!!!

Answer 4

well you know what you are worth it to God and there are people who care. its just hard for some poeople to show it. yes, you are one of Gods kids and therefore you were made with a soul. there are so many out there that would miss you because you are trying to choose to die. why would you do that i am sure your grandmother would be also upset very mucha dn thinking she did this to you. why in the world would you lay this on someone else. i am not sure what happens after death right away but hey, why not stay here and wake up and make things right for yourself. i mean the excuses are sick you need to get to the doctor (shrink( get meds for severe depression and slowly come out of this i have. i didn't take drugs though i am too afraid to mess my brain up. what little i have lol. just try and be open with grandma she'l l help i am sure i am grandma and i would worry about you there are ways and places to help and make you become whole again its the brain in which you hae is missing some vitamins and stuff that is why you feel this way and once cyou correct this it will be ok try it and be happy and welll agian.

Answer 5

I dont believe that there is not a person in the world that has not thought of suicide at one point or another during their life. People who attempt suicide are afraid to exspress how they truly feel they are reaching out for help....People who actually do it there afraid of everything ,non-acceptance, love, feelings, emotions and generally afraid of failure. What they dont think about is that everyone fails at onething or another during there life and (they) you dont relize how precoius life is. You dont understand that you have the abiltiy to do anything you want to there are no limits, but to throw it all away for a girlfiend, bad grades ,and what teenager doesnt think there parents dont love them is so sad. You or anyone else are a better person to conquer your fears and show them that as a human being I can accept my failures and my faults and reguard others failure and faults as not your own. Sad as it is depression is a great power and most people cant understand the pain the human body endures with this disease. Your first good thing was to ask the question it shows your reaching out . Your next best thing to do is talk to your family doctor, your family and real friends. Something confidatial like a hotline. Never hold it inside thats when the pain builds up. Get it out you will feel alot better. Get it out everytime. Get it out and eventually it will stay out...

Answer 6

Jake
PLEASE don't. The fact that you are receiving answers from virtual strangers is enough to indicate that there are people who care about you.
Jake you need to give yourself a chance to get it together, because your college years is when everything seems to change for the better and you develop your life's plan and sense of identity. Drug use isn't helping you Hon: it sounds as though you're self-medicating to ease your pain.
You may not be able to do it alone. PLEASE seek professional help; if your parents won't help you with this, talk to an aunt, uncle, older cousin or a school counselor. It sounds to me as though you have clinical depression, and help is available for anyone who seeks it.
I have been before where you are now. Counseling and antidepressants saved my life.
I think you'd be surprised how devastated your family would be were something to happen to you. Again Jake....you need professional help to get you through this. God bless.

Clashingtaco, you should be ashamed of yourself. Talk about sh*tty karma; yours is gonna bite you on the *ss.

Answer 7

I think committing suicide is taking the cowards way. Doing all these drugs is adding more stress to your life. You definitely need to call a hotline and talk to someone about this.
1-800-SUICIDE
I hope that will help. I've been in this situation at your age and had a boyfriend when I was 17 blow his brains out. He didn't think anybody cared either. I'm still dealing with it and I'm 34 years old now. If you need to talk to anyone I will lend an ear.

Answer 8

ill start out by saying that damn youve had some bad luck! the truth is that life does suck sometimes. all these people are getting on here and saying that you need to think positive, that theres so much to live for...blah blah blah. dont get me wrong; that stuff is true i suppose. but thats not the point. what i have to say is that ive had some bad things happen in my life, and ive had the same thoughts that youre having now. its not at all easy going through it and sometimes it doesnt even seem worth it. the bottom line is you have to find what makes you happy. theres something out there in this life that you want to do, or would like to be...and youre close to giving up before you even get there. dont let the assholes in your life bring you down...show them what youre made of and prove them wrong. also please stop doing drugs; they can actually make you more depressed.

Answer 9

Do you have anywhere else to go? Get away from this situation your in it doesn't sound very healthy. I had a **** childhood as well (I'm now 40), and I moved out of home when I was 16 and started working and it was GREAT!!!! Never be to scared to get rid of the arsholes in your life, you don't need them. You need to surround yourselves with loving, caring friends (they do exist). It is okay to think about suicide, I still do occasionally, but that's all it is a thought. My advice to you is to get rid of all the negative influences in your life and contact kids helpline or something similar and talk through your problems, councilling for me was a big help.

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Answer 10

O wow i feel you ! Hang in there i know its hard and ive bin through alll that too except my friend hasnt bin stabbed and i dont have a gf. But i have had all my friends turn against me and my parents yelling and hating on me and a bf that broke up w me at the worst possible time. My one and only true friend ( my dad) died right when life was getting tuff and i needed somone to talk too. Ive tried comitting suicide too like cutting overdose and things like that. My only way to get away from life was finding a quiet private place or lock myself up in my room and listen to music. I feel better now im still not fully over my dads death but im over things and i just learned to say f*** life and the people in it who give me a hard time so just move and ignore all the stupid sh*t that happens. I'll miss you when your gone. I know how you feel. I hope you can learn to cope with life. Remember there are people that went through what youve bin through and survived. Trust me my suicide attempts actually made it to the hospital.....your parents will care. I thought mines wouldnt either. They didnt go through all that trouble to hate on their son.