2007-06-11 11:30:24 · 10 answers · asked by NoLongerHere 7 in Entertainment & Music ➔ Polls & Surveys
Yes, I know that I am.
When fighting my addictions, I am torn between two selves of me. One wants to give up, and return to the life of drugs.
The other wants to fight the addiction, and try to help me heal the damage I have done to myself.
At this point in my life, however, it would be so easy to return to that place where I would go when I needed an escape, but I know that there is no escaping what I have done to myself.
This brings another battle in to play!!!
I am constantly struggling with trying to learn to care for myself, and to forgive myself for past sins, and just giving up all hope, and running full-speed back to a life of self-destruction.
It is no fun knowing what you are going to die of, and it is hard to try to keep a positive outlook when the easiest answer lies in a simple phone call!!!
2007-06-12 10:51:58 · answer #1 · answered by Zombie King 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
daily i sabatage myself. i'm the laziest man or woman ever and that i'm getting away with it. Coming from a small kinfolk and additionally because of puberty, i do no longer benefit weight. I in no way examine, I in no way do something new, I in no way do something to be a greater efficient guy or woman. I take a seat in mattress all day doing no longer something. i'm too lazy to even stay, I dont prefer to pass to college, I dont prefer a activity, I dont prefer something. i do no longer understand who i'm, or if it is what i'm I hate it. i'm a slob, i'm no longer committed, I dont care. I continuously was hoping i might discover myself. i might become this great spectacular guy or woman. My mothers and dads continuously concept i grew to become right into a pacesetter, great socially, going someplace. Now they're talking to me approximately how i does no longer even get into college. My sisters have continuously been precise of their classification, yet Im too lazy to try this. Im so lazy I wont even fix my existence. Im putting out to no longer even care if Im caught working at some quickly food joint continuously. i'm my very own worst enemy and that i hate it.
2016-10-09 00:25:36 · answer #2 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm always my own worst enemy
2007-06-11 11:33:08 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 0⤋
Sometimes? Practically all the time!
2007-06-11 11:40:36 · answer #4 · answered by WinoJunko 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
most of the time
2007-06-11 11:34:09 · answer #5 · answered by ☮Witty Sarcasm♥ 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
I know I've sabotaged myself on more than one occasion.
But, not purposely or anything like that ...
2007-06-11 20:20:12 · answer #6 · answered by Ajsansker 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
and every now and then I kick the living.....outta me...(couldn't help but think of the song....lol!!!)
2007-06-11 13:03:09 · answer #7 · answered by Honesty 5 · 2⤊ 0⤋
yeah..sometimes we're at odds...
2007-06-11 11:33:39 · answer #8 · answered by mara 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
more than sometimes.
2007-06-11 11:33:20 · answer #9 · answered by naj.ss86 4 · 3⤊ 0⤋
most definitely..
2007-06-11 11:35:05 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋