I dreamed our country was under attack and my fiance and i were seperated. All i wanted to do was to find him.

Question

I was with my sister and mom at my moms house in the dream and they wouldnt let me go to my home for him so he could find/save me. my sister insisted i go fill the vehicle with gas first and that he would find me. I told her the gas stations would be closed but she insisted gas was more important, just steal the gas. I was panicing wanting to go to where i thought my fiance would look for me. VERY SCARY DREAM! When i woke, my fiance was next to me asleep and i just grabbed him and held on to him to feel secure. What does this mean? Please! So you know, I'm divorced and seperated from my kids by 1600 miles right now. X wants me back but am in love with fiance. He thinks this has something to do with it.

Answer 1

dreams arent real....dont worry

Answer 2

Wow. You have a lot of issues.
The country being under attack is the direct hit your sense of security took during your divorce and its aftermath.
Being at your mom's house means you clearly depended on them and leaned on them for their support during your divorce. Them not wanting to let you go is clear that they do not want to see you get hurt in another relationship.
It's also clear that while you love your current guy, you are also afraid of cutting your blood ties again and putting yourself in the hands of hands of another (those fears took on the form of your mother and sister holding you back and staying in the safe zone.)
Your sister (or your fear of another bad relationship) telling you to fill the car with gas first is your fear telling you to refill yourself with energy for this new relationship. You need time, confidence, and positive fuel. Yes, you care about this guy, but real solid relationships take time. When you "fill your car with gas and he will find you", it means that while you are searching for fuel for self-confidence, self-preservation, and self-reliance, your boyfriend will recognize those qualities in you (he'll "find" you as you "find" yourself.)
You panicked when you believed you should drop everything instead of being careful, cautious, and insecure in this new relationship, and since your current solution so far has been diving into the deep end by moving so far away from your safe home zones, you are deep down afraid current guy will still dump you if you don't follow him everywhere and give up parts of yourselff in the process (and your current relationship will suffer an attack all over again.)
Your best solution is to follow your sister's advice. Fill up your personal emotional tank with positive feelings of love and especially security. She's right - your current boyfriend will learn to love and respect you as you develop self-reliance both physically and emotionally, self-confidence, and self-security.
Good Luck.

Answer 3

No, but I think it means you are afraid of losing him for whatever reason