I know that I need to figure out what made me like this. There was no break up with a boyfriend, no one close to me died, didn't see anyone die, and I wasn't raped. No reason to be depressed.
There's someone who reminds me so much of myself. The way I was and the way I am now. But his dad killed himself. He was really good at school just like I was and now he doesn't show up.
What else could cause depression? My early life growing up sucked but it never effected my school work. I've always had low self esteem. I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do with my life now. And I don't really have a desire to do anything with my lfe either. Could bad stuff that happened a long time ago come back to haunt me? I don't understand it. People have told me the only way to get past "this" is to figure out what caused it. How do I do that?
I'm in therapy now. Nothing has really changed and I don't feel better. I write stuff down but that's about it.
2007-06-03
13:44:35
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