Why is it so?

Question

I'm an online Instructor
Every Friday we have trainings
I'm avoiding it, because I feel really embarrass, when it's my turn to do the drills.
when I get really nervous, I stammer and make mistakes. I mispronounce words and suddenly, I feel like I shouldn't be teaching at all. Though I've been working there for almost a year, this is the first time they have a training for the instructors. I don't know why, but I make a lot of mistakes during training but when I am teaching my students it's not so often. Gesh! I feel so embarrass! Suddenly I feel everything is my weakness. Suddenly I feel like I don't know how to read.

I feel like hidding from everyone.

I don't know what to do.

Answer 1

Take a deep breath and relax. Your just being shy....

Peace Out

Answer 2

I know exactly how you feel. While in college I had to deliver a classroom assignment to my peers. I lost it totally and began to stammer, I'd blush, and at one point my mind went blank. My professor asked what had happened and to be quite honest I didn't know. I knew all my peers and had taken classes with them all year. Yet, there I was acting like I was before a bunch of judges who would decide my fate for eternity. However, while student teaching I felt very confident and didn't have a single problem. I think it's just a case of nerves in that your peers are qualified to judge because they know as much as you, whereas, your students do not.