Depressed again................please help?

Question

Im so depressed almost all the time i dont know what to do.what i do is is cut myself in my hand so the pain could get of the inside.Also hella people make fun of of me.Shoul i ignore them.all i do is think i dont know what to do please help me alot.i also see some people acting cool and thats not pleasent for me because they trying to say that im not cool.I also dont like how i dress....i dress like a LITTLE SCHOOL BOY AROUND THE CORNER.People call me fag, and put me down....all the time.I feel that im the only person with this problem.i wish i was famouse i see those people in T.V,Movies etc.That makes me fell not popular also my FAMILY IS NOT COOL FOR ME. i need lots of help since i was in 4th grade problems started now im in 8th grade i hope high school gets better.I need help alot.I dont know why god made me like this and good dont like ugly.I think my life is ruined.

Answer 1

Jose, I went through this when I was in 9th grade..... We all have challenges in life for people like you (and me back then) it's not being popular at school. But even the popular and famous people have problems too, you just don't know it. Or sometimes you do, like Lindsay Lohan, Britney Spears, Anna Nicole Smith and others. All I can say is be patient, life will get a lot better than this. 9th grade was the worst year of my life, but 10th was much better and by the time I got to college my life was completely different. So there is hope. Also seek God's face, I know now that if I had really done that when I was in 9th grade, it would have been a much easier year for me. Dios te bendiga.......