Star Wars Jedi Apprentice Fanfic Title?

Question

I read this great fanfic about a year ago and would love to read it again. Except I don`t know what it`s called and which site to find it on. All I know is this:
1. It takes place during the Jedi Apprentice stage which mostly centers around Qui-Gon and a young Obi-Wan.
2. Qui-Gon finds some kind of writing by Obi-Wan (either a diary or a journal or something)
3. The journal/diary reveals a very dark, angsty side of Obi-Wan (very descriptive, too) which also includes thoughts of suicide.
4. I remember something in the diary about someone being locked away and screaming, throat raw as if he had never drunk anything ever.

can`t remember much else. hope this helps!

Answer 1

I skimmed the summaries of some fanfics and didn't get anything that sounded like this particular story - fanfiction.net has a few hundred fics about the Jedi Apprentice series. I did a search for "journal" and "diary" and didn't get any hits.

Here's a list of all the fanfics:
http://www.fanfiction.net/l/1003/3/0/1/1/0/0/0/0/0/1/

Maybe you can find it there. Hope that helps!