I dont want to live anymore......?

Question

I want to commit suicide but I'm scared but I'm more scared of staying alive. I hate my life so much I can't even put it into words, not even my life, i hate myself. I wont tell anyone I know about this cuz i dont want to be one of "those people" who threaten suicide, because i know alot of them dont have any intention on doing it & just want sympathy or attention. I don't. I've always been comfortable in the shadows. I'm at peace with the fact I'm going to die soon. I just don't know how im going to do it. What is the least painful way?

im 19.....

been to therapy & have tried 4 different kinds of anti depressants

My name is actully Stacey

Answer 1

I don't think your looking for sympathy, i think your asking for help...Why don't you tell us whats up? Honestly how bad can things be? Listen, there are other ways to deal with this, believe me i know...I live in pain, physical pain...I hurt so bad, word can not describe it...Everyday is a battle and i fight to survive everyday...People who have what i have normally kill themselves, i choose to live...You need to make that choice, you are worth it and that's what you have to keep telling yourself...Find someone you can talk to, tell them whats going on, getting it out of your head works wonders...
Also there is no painless way, its not that easy, you do this it will be painful and you will suffer....

Answer 2

i am not sure if you're lying and just trying to make stuff up, but if you aren't, then i would say that you're still 19, you haven't lived long enough to know more about life, there is so much things left for you, I would suggest that you change your life style try to get a car and a job, meet new people and go to college.

I am 19 too i felt the same way about 2 years ago but now its different because i just simply got a car and a job. Oh and one last thing nothing is wrong with sharing your problems with a close family member or a friend cause they might help you or make you feel better, but keeping it to yourself isn't always good.

I just wanna add something, you see all these people are against the idea of you commeting a suicide, so don't you think you should give it more thought, cause sometimes you think you're right but you're actually not just like with this current suituation. You're 19 you're old enough to take care of yourself so if your current life is so bad then move somewhere else like a different state or something and you might get a better and a different life.

Answer 3

Stay, I wish I knew your name. There are people out here who care. If I could reach right through this computer and give you a hug, I would.
No matter how down and out you are life is always worth living. Please don't give up. You need to talk to someone.
I am going to star your question and I want to hear from you next week and the week after that and many more weeks to come.
I hope you can come out of the shadows stay, and start to live again.
Please ask another question in a day or too okay.
P.S. I'm happy to know your name Stacey. Anytime you ask a question Seashell will answer it.

Hi again Stacey,
I enabled my e-mail setting this morning. If you want to talk or anything just e-mail me okay. Seashell

Answer 4

Sweetie.....I have daughters your age and they take meds for depression. There is no shame in seeking treatment for prolonged low moods. Treatment can be short term for many people.....but the important thing is to do sometime about it. Life can be great and you have a long life to look forward to. If you live in a larger city I am sure there are discreet 'help' hotlines to call - they can help you find the right place to go. But know that MANY people feel this and have experienced the same thoughts. I don't know you - but I am impressed by the fact that you are reaching out here. I am sure you will get many answers with the same message....so from a stranger that cares....get the medical help you need. Just as you would if you were diabetic! Your life is waiting for you to enjoy it!

Answer 5

I hope to high heaven that you dont seriously think that people are going to tell you how to kill yourself. I know I wont. However, I would suggest that you talk to someone that has thought about committing themselves and gotten past it safely to figure out how to save yourself. About seven years ago, I lost my best friend to a car accident that was my fault and I just wanted to die. At this point in ym life I had already been taken out onto the football field and was beaten seriously and then kicked out of my parents house because they found out that they could be sued as well for damages. Needless to say, life hit an all time low. You have to find a way to be the one that protects you against yourself right now until it gets better. I suggest that you start a journal and let everything you feel come out onto the paper because that is sometimes the easiest way to make sense of the chaos that swirls around inside. Please...feel free to email me. Choose to live because you deserve to give yourself a better life and you will never know when it will happen if you decide to die. You have to remember that you are worth it. Please....I beg you..email me.

Answer 6

You want the least painful way? that would be not doing it. I know that you feel as though your life cant get any better, but it can and will. Please dont commit suicide. If you really feel like you dont want to live any longer call a suicide hotline. You've got nothing to lose by trying right? Lord knows that I have tried killing myself and I am here to tell you that I am so thankful I didnt.

Answer 7

Well, only people who have committed suicide would know the painful and unpainful ways of doing it but i'm sorry they are not with us at these painful hours.


But on the plus side, you'll go to jail! Maybe try yogurt, that helps me when I'm down. Or see the doctor. Just a suggestion. Oh, I almost forgot, MEDITATION. My favorite. It helps me be calm and peaceful with myself. Oh, I'm sorry about your pain. It hurts me inside. Even though I do not know you. I'm not supposed to talk to strangers, but I feel the same way. Well, not exactly. I feel.... delirious. Ambidextrous. Maybe that will keep you occupied so you don't kill yourself. That would make me cry... and I DON'T LIKE STRANGERS CUZ THEY MAKE ME CRY AND WON'T GIVE ME CANDY. I hope this helped.. I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And goodbye. Remember, that you only live one life and only get one chance to live it. Enjoy it while you can, and your friends and family would not appreciate this choice. Eat fruit!!!

Answer 8

I know exactly what you're talking about. I used to think like that all of the time. I drank a lot, and sometimes it put me in a better mood, but usually not. Then I got a prescription for effexor, and I feel like a different person. I've had a lot of really rough times, but you have to believe that there's a whole bunch of wonderful stuff in life! Do a google image search for "never give up".

Answer 9

even if you have it bad, while you're alive, things can get better. if you die, you would have had a horrible ending.
if you're in a depressing situation, try to move out or make some new friends or something.
i don't know you, but let me tell you that life is worth it. it is worth living, worth fighting for.
please stop thinking about suicide as an option, because it's really not.

Answer 10

If you're on here asking people you're trying to reach out to someone. Maybe you should phone a helpline (someone is ALWAYS there to willingly talk to you. They want to help)!

I'm sure that what you're going through isn't worth losing your life over. Give it some time to blow over and try to talk to someone about what's going on. I've been there, done that, and it's not worth it in the end. I'm happier than ever now & glad that things didn't go through with what I had planned. Eventually things changed, I grew a little older/wiser, and have moved on. Things get better.