So, have you ever been abused or raped or hurt by your lover? Like, I had a boy that I liked, and he was 17, I aws 11 at the time. Like, he used me for the fact that I -tried- to.. you know go down on him. We played a game called "nervous" and when I got up to his zipped I said, "I want to do something, but I need to take off your pants to do it." and when I came to it... he was uncut, so I was confused and scared, because I didn't even know there was such a thing. So, you know, we try again the next day and I see it in the light, I'm more aware and he tells me about it and that it's perfectly normal, I believe him.. and I admire him so much. Like, I look back, and he was just using me I guess. I mean, I admired and liked him SOOOO much, I wanted to do anything for him. I wanted to make him happy, and give him pleasure. Like, have you ever felt like this before? Thanks. Oh, and the next 2 years he got me addicted to meth, haha.
2007-05-21
06:04:24
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I don't know, I guess i shouldn't have written it too fast or something. I just wanted to know. Wow, one minute I get some of the nicest and best comments ever. But like, you know.... ******* 20 minutes later I have people calling me a troll and saying that I'm lying. Oh well, I guess I didn't make my real life story sound more realistic, or maybe you guys are the immature ones and can't handle it. Whatever... I guess I've lived a life so intensely different from you other gays that im just one Effed up child...
2007-05-21
06:12:38 ·
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