i feel awful :( I don't know what to do...help?

Question

i found out that somebody i thought was so cool, and i always was on her side because i adored her, think im weird. yup, straight out. i was so hurt, becasuse i was so loyal to her, always defending her and everything. now, i can understand if she thinks im annoying, which is still hateful, but weird? how mean can she get? and i cant ask her why she would say this, because the person that told me so is a best friend of her's, and the ONLY person she told about what she thinks about me. so if i mention anything, she'll know it's her friend, and she'll get mad. what do i do?

no, she's an online buddy. i know some ppl that have met her, and like her. but they are older than me. i may seem kind of stalk-ing-ish, but i wouldnt use those words. yes i obsess over her, but only because i think she's cool. atleast im not 1 of the many ppl that hate her and then obessingly stalk her. atleast i repsect her. i may look up a lot about her online (she's "e-famous") but im a curious person, and i want to see what others think and know about her, so i can see what's she's like, or what they have to say.

Answer 1

Sweetie, being weird isn't the worst thing in the world. Maybe you are starting to annoy her a little bit. I might keep my distance from her for a bit and try not to get in her face about things. Does she call you often? Does she talk to you willingly? Are you the one that has to initiate conversations and walk up to her always? If that's the case, she may not want to be your friend. Wait for her to come to you. If she does, then she's your friend. Don't worry so much.

Answer 2

Tell her that she has been acting like she doesn't really enjoy your company any more. Ask her if you are bothering her in some way. Hopefully she will open up and you can discuss the problem.

Just remember that she just may be one of those jerks that don't care about anyone but themselves. In that case you are better off without her friendship. Just start avoiding her.