Relections: Are you happy or troubled about your past ? What about the future?

Question

susieq: :) all will be fine, check your msg :)

firespider: :) one of those self reflection nights, thanks for your concern my friend, hehe making a minor decision for the future *winks*

Answer 1

It's odd that you should ask this right now, Eric. I'm in the middle of reflections from the past involving my family that is causing me extreme pain right now. I don't know how it will affect the future.

Answer 2

its not the past that troubles me, the future is what bugs me, its a real struggle staying clean around so much stupidity, and two faced, self righteous idiots, life seems so much better with a buzz. but i know 1 is to many and 100 would never be enough. So i stand alone with my doubts, and fears secure in the knowledge, that I alone can do this, the self righteous will always be there, being what they are, hypocrites. and the stupid people will be there being stupid up front for all the world to see. I can not change them, only the way i let them perceive me.

Answer 3

My past wasn't a lot of fun for me. The best thing about it is it's over. I've made peace with my past and I'm ready for whatever the future brings.

You seem to be in a pensive mood today Eric, how are you?

Answer 4

I don't live in the past because I can't change it but Iook forward to the future.

Answer 5

I am at peace with my past. I do get worried about the future, though.

Answer 6

I have had a very rough and tragic life. I just pray and hope for a happy future.

Answer 7

Eric u seem to have a lot of thoughtful and an philosophical question.As u know i have lived the past years to be excat 20 over odd years of my life life .i ahve been physically manipualted and mentally and emotionally manipulated by people.To tell u the extend i shall do so now.I was kicked and hit in school ppl would throw rubberbands with paper bullet toss my things around and never allowing me a place to study and develop my school of thought .Just when i needed the people i thought were close to me were help.Their response was diappointing.Not only did they fail to defend me but they were on the side of the perpetutors, they even question if i strated all this nonsense,To think that blood was thicker than water.As my freedom, librety, humanity and hope was snuffed out by these people, i seek those closest for help again Rebuktion. and do u know why to serve their won purpose.
Those people that were presumingly close to me were no different from this.They brainwashed me with their propganda under the pretext of religon.Oh yes they would wuotes verse and verses but u know what little that they knew that this belonged to them.As well as that they took awya my freedom, my humanity my dignity.There were many a times wheere i face harsh moments for things i didnot do.The worse thing is that they were doing good on the outside but evil on the inside.Speak of the devil. an so i was confused how could good be considered goos with the amount of evil committed.and so life moved on and i became more confused incraesingly isolated .I became weary angry on the inside to the invidiuals who did this to me.The worst part those invidual feede me with materialsim to temporaily quench my anger.what a cheap thing to do to thing even something like money could be use as a bait.Yes i was like a fish waiting to be skewlled
At the end of i realise that it was power that onlly empowered them to the things they wanted.One day i heard the voice of Kendedy and to you people of the world what acn u do for freedom.I relise at this point and moment that i needed to do something .Yes as a tennager i am powerless to do anything, but i could build my power. but also as a result i became inpatient.and then when i was about to start my chemistey engineering course, i realise that it was freedom , fredom librety hope love .This were the values that were going to set me apart from the others who were out to each each other for money and so i am today 1 more yaer to graduate and i am feeling empowered with the support of my nre-found friends the people whom i love and care for very much.i realise with pwoer i can use this to affcet change change for the better for good for librety for freedom for my heavenly father glory and know in time to come when teh time of the ends is about to end this wills et me apart from the others.Why i am writing this for so that other s do not become like me and they lead their lifes of freedom librety hope repsect pecae self dignity and a sense of pride. and now when i think of my past i will sing this lyrics with the tune froma singerin
Say a little little prayer prayer prayer
crying out to teh father for help
oh plz will u tell me why
why ist it so pain
So say a little prayer prayer prayer
crying out to the father for help
oh plz tell me when all this end
when my librety comes back again
With these words hope arises

Answer 8

i'm troubled about my past and gonna start working now to look forward to my future.

Answer 9

My past is my grab bag for my future

Answer 10

The past is just that the PAST, I learn from what it has to offer and forget the rest.