I used to have an online friend that I cared a great deal for. But out of the blue, she just stopped writing. Now, I can't stop wondering why she went and deserted me. It's a mystery to me.
2007-04-28 12:03:36
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answered by Anonymous
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Yes, especially lately. -_-
I feel like I have no real-life friends, people who care, not even my online friends are around so much anymore. I feel like everything I've tried, that I've ever done, has been taken away from me, that it's all gone and dead....
Basically, I feel like I am done for, that all hope for the future is gone for folks like me. And yes, I *am* in therapy currently and am currently pursuing getting myself on medication, in utter spite of the HMOs and the local social service system's repeated and utter negligence lately. So you don't *need* to call anyone and have me locked up, ok? I know it's a problem and that I have to contain things....
I'm just saying, from down here in the belly of the beast, it sure looks like nobody cares and that nobody *even wants* me to try to get better here. In short, that the whole human race has forgotten me, wanted to write me off, etc. Or that folks are too damn greedy to spend one more red cent to get me better, and now they just want me to linger for the rest of my days in squalor. -_-
Ah hell....what can you do though? At 40 I guess I am too old, too used up....I gave it a run for the past 15, 20 years and failed. And since I'm not a pampered rich snot from Texas, that means the real-world rules apply: old failures get no respect and run out of both friends and second chances.
What can you do? This is life I guess. This is what it means to be "human" where there isn't money: it's a deep pit of utter suck.
Thanks for your time.
2007-04-28 12:10:44
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answered by Bradley P 7
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Yes I do. Sometimes I feel like a street urchin looking in at rich people eating in a fine restaurant. It's like I don't belong even though I can afford to eat there if I wanted to. I can even feel forgotten by my own family, like maybe they like each other better than they like me. Not a good feeling. I hope you are doing OK today. Best of luck to you!!
2007-04-28 12:02:41
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answered by whrldpz 7
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Yes, I have felt forgotten before and actually was forgotten, but it wasn't intentional.
2007-04-28 12:09:09
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answered by K 6
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Yes
2007-04-28 11:59:36
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answered by Bren 7
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Yeah, we were stuck on a munitions supply train out in the no where of South Korea for the better part of two weeks. If it had't been for the local villagers, we would have starved (or at least lost some weight).
2007-04-28 12:08:10
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answered by MT C 6
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Every time I see my doctor - which to be fair is less than once a year. Still, it's frustrating to have to repeat everything. Can't they read a damn file?
2007-04-28 12:01:46
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answered by ? 6
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all the time
2007-04-28 11:59:16
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answered by ☠Rockerchick☠ 7
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Yes, all the time!
2007-04-28 12:01:32
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answered by Stone Cold 6
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Sure. I think everyone has felt that way a time or two.
2007-04-28 12:00:21
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answered by ? 7
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