THANKYOU! Some one IS listening (you donty actually have to read the following, I'll answer your question anyway.
It started off not too well, woken up by an unwanted vistor, my father who came round to my flat at 2am, I was supposed to be awake but had slept though 2 alarm clocks.
I let him in, made him a cup of tea and he asks me if I am pregnent. No, I am not pregnent, I know this a) because I am not in a relationship/have had sex for a LONG time and b) because I have not had sex for a LONG time. I am just tring to fight my way through 10 years of anorexia, I am nearly 26. I am a dress sixe UK 8 to 10, and was a dress size 4 to 6. He knows I have put on weight through actually eating and still asks me this. It is not so abnormal for him to be so rude and shockingly so. I asked him how he expected that made me feel. His reply was "how the hell am I supposed to know how you feel, why should I know, I'm not you am I?!" I told him I was going out to the gym and told him to go, "what right now? but I havent even had my t..." "YES NOW" he just didnt get it and I wasnt prepared to burst into tears infront of anyone, least of all him.
All this and it was only 2.20, not even an hour out of bed. I had no clean gym shorts so went off to primark as I was that desperate to go to the gym. Then I startd feeling faint, and remembered I had run out of my anti depressent on wednesday and am no seroxat (the one on the panarama programm famous for its withdrawal symptoms which are almost the worst experienced- everything from feeling like the ground is moving, feeling electric shock sensations, to feeling literally like murderig some one and yes there are many logged cases where meek and mild people taking the drug for social anxiety problems have turned into cold blooded murderers or become suicidal and killed themselves). (glaxosmith klien denies all responsibility but now says its illegal to prescribe it to the under 18 year olds)
So as I couldnt actually walk in a staight line, let alone pick out a pair of cheap gym shorts, I left for the pharmacy.
The pharmacy which collects my prescription needs 48 hours notice, I had let them know wednesday when I ran out that they needed to pickup a new one so assumed it would be ready by now.
I got to the pharmacy and they couldnt find the prescription. I burst into tears- part frustration after they said yes, it should have been ready by now but didnt know why it wasn't, and part fear at the side effect getting worse I could already feel my mood hd singificantly dropped, and waiting till moday to see my doctor felt unbearable, and also part fear I hadnt bee to the gym and fear I may not be able to go to the gym the next day and this meant I would get fat. and I am not ok with me being fat. am not really ok with going from a size 6 to a size 8.
I then was given the number to the emmergency doctors who are on call. they were wonderful as they faxed through a prescription to the pharmacy for three days worth, enough untill I can get my usual dose from my gp's surgeory
I then needed to eat something as I felt faint. I bought an apple and an orange and ate tem both. I then went to buy some food from tescos and missed th train, which set off another onset of tears- the mascara I have found most beneficial btw is max factor waterproof btw!- I dont usually cry like EVER! but this is what happens when I dont take my antidepressent for 4 days and the half life is 21 hours!
Better luck tomorrow prehaps!! thanks for asking, how was your day?
2007-04-21 13:37:44
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answered by Anonymous
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knackering. my garden is like a jungle and i have been trying to make it look slightly presentable. i have over done it again and will be suffering for a while (arthritic), but it will be worth it in the end. i have just been in the bath to get the soil out of my ears (don't ask)! i am off to bed in a min to stretch out and relax. hope you had a good one
2007-04-21 13:19:48
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answered by val f1 nutter 7
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Boring. Food shopping, tea and ironing. Tomorrow, better, not having to cook lunch. YESSS!
2007-04-21 13:19:33
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answered by Anonymous
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I'm kinda pisssed off cause I got a violation notice.
2007-04-21 13:16:29
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answered by Meeya 7
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Good and bad. I go to church on Saturday, so I went today.
And thru his sermon, the preacher stomped on my toes and pimp-slapped me.
2007-04-21 13:34:35
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answered by doggybag300 6
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my dogs are barking
and I owe a caterpillar 12 sea biscuits
you tell me how my day was
2007-04-21 13:15:37
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answered by Anonymous
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It went great
2007-04-21 13:14:49
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answered by fordperfect5 7
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very well thank you , nice company , nice weather , nice nap after dinner , couple of good films in the evening ::::::now its all gone wrong , now on here :::ha ha ::!!!
2007-04-21 13:17:27
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answered by Anonymous
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Just woken up.....I'm GMT +7, but yesterday was good.
2007-04-21 13:16:18
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answered by Anchor Cranker 4
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busy as usual
2007-04-21 13:19:19
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answered by tess 6
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