I wish I was dead but can't manage suicide?

Question

No one wants me living nor ever has. Why do I keep waking up in the morning?

Answer 1

as a last resort just try studying Islam

Answer 2

A good reason is to be a daily splinter in the side of all those who wish you dead, if you can't manage suicide and are still here talking about it the chances are that you don't really want to die. Don't allow the opinions of others to shape the way you view yourself. Take a good look in the mirror and ask yourself if there's anything you do like about yourself. If there's at least one thing that you do like, that's something you can work with. The best revenge is to go on living while all those who spit on you are dropping like flies.

Answer 3

Look heres the thing. Stop *&%$ yourself and oth others around you. Im not gonna preach and say dont do it because. I have been where u are now. Nothing any1 else says can make u stop. u want it to stop , all th pain and frustarting. But it doesnt , believe me. I ended up trying to cummet suicide but i failed badly. At the end of the day i saw how many people where really affected by my actions. Stop thinking of just yourself. If you believe your strong enough 2 die then yourger stron enough to live.

But hey go ahead kill yourself if you think that will help. But i can tell u it doesnt. Only 1 person can fix the way u feel. And that person is u.

Answer 4

You don't say much about yourself, but I can tell you that I don't want you to die. I think there is something your here for. Something will happen and the choices you make will determine whether they are bad or good. Suicide doesn't help, you will only find out there was something you left behind that you needed to do. Give your love, and it will be returned. If the one's you give it to, don't give it back, then find someone who will. I wasn't loved growing up, but now I have 4 children and 6 grandchildren who love me very much. I raised my children by myself too, and I am not a perfect person, and we had our ups and downs, but I wouldn't trade what I do have for anything in the world. I soon will be 56 years old. So hold your head high, and know that you are somebody and deserve to love and be loved.

Answer 5

Are you going through Depression? Have you seen a GP about the way you feel?

Life is beautiful and worth living, with its ups and downs. Try to see the difficulties like a challenge and not like a block. You will see, you will soon find the strenght to go on..

Maybe you need a friend to talk to? If you want to chat, let me know!
xxx
Best wishes
ps: look around you: Springtime has sprung everywhere! It is so beautiful!

Answer 6

We are put here for a reason,before you was born God knew you and you ask to be here other you have not meet yet want you to be here you may not know it yet but you may have touch many.
You have touch me already and I do not know you yet amazing right how you can come on this website and touch other and other that reading this website you have touch
We have problem so of us have health,family etc etc problem
and now you have touch us
in a special way if you will use your words to help other to
see the wonderful gift of life wow this too will be amazing

Answer 7

Your previous questions indicate that you have a husband and a young son. For their sake, you have an absolute duty to seek help immediately. You can overcome these feelings, but you are most likely to do so if you don't try it alone.

P.S. By the way, looking at some of your previous answers here, you sound awesome. I, for one, would be gutted if you stopped contributing to this site.

Answer 8

wooo there what was that u have a right to be here if anyone is making u feel small and isignificant thats their problem and opinion ure important and have the right to b on this planet why do want to go because of others they arent the ones who brought u here so pliz they cant make u leave forget suicide the devil is liar u have destiny

Answer 9

God loves you, He created you. Even if you feel like you have no purpose in life, you do.. and that is to be the beloved of God. I encourage you to call a center or a local church for help, you have a family to think of.. and as a woman who has lost both of my brothers ( I'm only 38).. I know there is not a day go by that I wish they were here with me... please call someone today.. reply to me, I will call you if you want.

Psalm 139
1 O Lord, you have examined my heart
and know everything about me.
2 You know when I sit down or stand up.
You know my thoughts even when I’m far away.
3 You see me when I travel
and when I rest at home.
You know everything I do.
4 You know what I am going to say
even before I say it, Lord.
5 You go before me and follow me.
You place your hand of blessing on my head.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too great for me to understand!
7 I can never escape from your Spirit!
I can never get away from your presence!
8 If I go up to heaven, you are there;
if I go down to the grave,[a] you are there.
9 If I ride the wings of the morning,
if I dwell by the farthest oceans,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
and your strength will support me.
11 I could ask the darkness to hide me
and the light around me to become night—
12 but even in darkness I cannot hide from you.
To you the night shines as bright as day.
Darkness and light are the same to you.
13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body
and knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex!
Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it.
15 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,
as I was woven together in the dark of the womb.
16 You saw me before I was born.
Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out
before a single day had passed.
17 How precious are your thoughts about me,[b] O God.
They cannot be numbered!
18 I can’t even count them;
they outnumber the grains of sand!
And when I wake up,
you are still with me!
19 O God, if only you would destroy the wicked!
Get out of my life, you murderers!
20 They blaspheme you;
your enemies misuse your name.
21 O Lord, shouldn’t I hate those who hate you?
Shouldn’t I despise those who oppose you?
22 Yes, I hate them with total hatred,
for your enemies are my enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 Point out anything in me that offends you,
and lead me along the path of everlasting life.

Answer 10

Don't let others rule your world.
If you can't manage suicide, then don't consider it.

Make a life for yourself.
Change your thoughts. Your thoughts can change your life.

Do something different today. Really different. Make yourself proud.

Tell us about it. We will listen.

Answer 11

Things are never going to be that bad, ever.

Especially with the fact that you have a family....and kids.

Please find someone (Preferably a professional therapist) to try and talk about what is bothering you.

Believe it, you would be sorely missed by many people.