any other young women out there feel alone and wanna ruin their lives?

Question

i tried to get knocked up to heel the pain and lonliness of never being enough. FAILED. then i went into a depression knowing that i would never be enough. BORING. then i became anorexic and still am b/c it makes me feel a little better about myself, actually a lot. are there any other young women out there that feel how i do??? talk to me, please!! i look in the mirror and see the ugliest fattest and most stupid piece of **** in the world!!!! i feel i am a waste of life, and i engage in these things to feel better about myself...i did want baby....tell me if you feel like i do!!!

Answer 1

Shoot I'm a young male and I feel that way. Its the way of the world now, we live in a society that acquiants sex appeal with success. We have a society that feels money determines social positoning. We live in a society that pretty much forces you to live your life just for you, and not for who we would love to do it for, everyone else. We all have insecurities and huge abandoment issues mostly because we can't control how sexually attracted a person is to us, thats up to there own opioins. The one thing that would stand us apart is are charater that crosses boundries. But shoot all you have to do is be a baller or a player now and weres the charater there? So don't worry even on the male-side your not alone... well you are, just not in how you feel, good luck....