Only my whole life!!!!!
Growing up,
I was inferior to the other kids,
they were better off,
nicer clothes,,,
better grades,,
lots of friends..
more popular....
better in sports,,,,,
I got over it after graduation-when I didnt have to
face them anymore.
My parents one night said (when they thought I was
sound asleep) that they wished they had a daughter like
my friend Becky,,we were 17-
she was smart, popular, well to do, great grades,
and just an all around 'joy to be around.'
They said more, but I try not to think about it,
I have yet to hear an apology for that statement-
(one night when we had an arguement I told them that
I heard what they said and they merely commented-
"well, can you blame us?")
And when my husband left me for another woman,
I had just given birth to his second child,
I had my baby weight yet,,,and
all I heard about was how I needed to do something
with my body, it was disgusting to him...
when my baby was 2 weeks old, he left me for her,
then he had the nerve to bring her to my home to pick the kids up,,,
me and my pals were all out sunbathing,,,
I was comfy with my buds,
but when he showed up with her,,,
I ran inside and put on a T-shirt to cover
my "fat, disgusting belly".
She made me feel inferior,
because I didnt see what she had to offer him
that I didnt, I had been married to him for 7 years,
with him 9, 2 children,,,then boom-her.
All because she had 3 kids and she had a belly ring-
ok-
Now, I am ashamed I ever felt like that-
She is the one who should have been feeling inferior-
she couldnt find her own man,
she had to take someone elses,,,
that to me, is NOT a REAL woman.........
I feel for anyone who feels this way --ever.
its annoying, and it sucks.
I still get that way from time to time,
I wonder if I will ever grow out of it?
2007-03-30 17:17:39
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answered by trinity3x3 3
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hi Abram properly i became consistently teased for being sluggish whilst i became a baby. I wasn't speedy like another teenagers, and from time to time it took me a on a similar time as to understand some ideas at college. I continually hated being theory as much less smart than all the different scholars. Its no longer exciting to experience inferior in any respect. stable day, Kat
2016-12-15 12:47:24
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answered by Anonymous
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Yes quite frequently, and I shouldn't feel this way, just can't shake it though, never seem to shape up to everyone around me....................
2007-03-30 17:06:12
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answered by Suzie- Q 5
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