my gay cousins boy !! (WHAT TO DOoO) im shocked?

Question

Ok so im gay my cousin got kicked out of the house when he was outed by his distant cousin that found his myspace so now he lives with us temporarily until he gets his life on track. My cousin is very attractive has a body out of this world is pretty darn close to perfection. But then i met his boyfriend who i belive makes Brad Pitt look like a dog. So ive fell totally head over heels for him. So when my cousin and parents were gone he came over and said he would wait for my cuz we started talking then i flirtatiously grabbed his arm muscles(keep in mind im in the close). He whispered in my ear your crushin arnt you. I said your not mad are you then he said im flattered.He could see me buldging because all i had was gym shorts on and he did to because all he had on was a soccer uniform so when i was buldging he started to also he took his shirt and shorts of we were in such a rush he didnt even take his shinguards and sock and shoes off we ran up stairs and hooked up in my moms room.

yes we used protection then we went at it for about 7 or 8 minutes. When we "realeased" we both had extreme guilt then cleaned up and piu things back to normal now we have so much guilt and cant look at eachother and i feel bad i did that to my cousin what should i do.

castle thanks alot you made me feel better !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

im 16 the cuzzes bf is 18 my cuz is 20

Im also thinking i should keep doing this hes gorgeous i like him and he can keep a secret and hes the only one that knows my secret so should i run with it.

Answer 1

If your story is true, you bloody well better be ashamed!! Not because you're gay but because you had sex with your cousin's boyfriend!!

As if the poor guy hasn't had enough trauma by being booted out of his house, you decide to come on to his boyfriend.....both you and the BF are pools of dog vomit

If you were MY cousin, I'd kick your ar$e and never speak to you again. You would be dead to me. You will be lucky if your cousin doesn't out you to your entire family exposing you for the little whore you are.

I wish I could find harsher words to express my disgust for what you did to your cousin.

Answer 2

Every word Castle h said was true and you’ve just proved it. If you really felt guilty you wouldn’t even consider going near that guy again. Then you have the cheek to say “castle thanks alot you made me feel better!!!!!!!.”. You are the one in the wrong, you are the one hurting others and you are the one who’s planning to carry on hurting others. You are NOT the victim here, so why should anyone try and make you feel better? Your only worry is that someone will find out, not that you’re actually doing something wrong. Any reasonable person would tell you how bad it feels to be hurt in that way and that’s exactly what castle h did (you should be thanking him for his comments).

Answer 3

You need to come clean because if you don't one of these days your cousin's boyfriend could have a slip of the tongue at a very in oppotune time and then your cousin will put two and two together and then you will be in deep trouble because your cousin will stop having anything to do with you and then your folks will demand to know why and if he knows that you are gay, he will have no qualms in letting the cat out of the bag about you and your homosexuality.

Answer 4

I am not gonna preach to you. You know that what you did was wrong. I am really afraid that you will hurt your cousin so much if he finds out. You need to get a hold of yourself (no pun intended) this is a major breach of trust. If things are bad with him his boyfriend could literally be the glue that is holding his entire world together, seeing as his parents threw him out. You have to approach this with caution and see if he can take this without having some sort of breakdown or whatever. Because anything that happens to him because of this is YOUR fault. Also try not to get to down on yourself you are sorry and know that you were wrong.

Answer 5

sounds to me like the hormones took over for both of you and you are now paying the price for it. If you are sure it will not happen again, I would just let it go and not cause any further trouble by broadcasting it to anyone. I think you and he should get on the same page abuut how to resolve it and if he is still tight with your cuz, apologize for turning him on and letting him know it will not happen again. I also wonder how old both of you are - sounds like the hormones over-ruled sensibility.

Answer 6

Let the guilt be your punishment. Don't tell your cousin, all that will do is hurt him. If he asks you, don't lie to him, but if it never comes up, keep your mouth shut. Keep it to yourself and suffer, and never do anything like that again. You need to practice better self control.

Answer 7

I don''t know if I believe you. It sounds too much like a porn movie I watched once. Anyways if you have no morals and you slept with your cousin's boyfriend you deserve all the remorse you are feeling. You don't do that kind of stuff to people, especially to your own family. Remember what goes around comes back around.

Answer 8

What the heck. You're both just kids (hot ones at that, or so you say), you're just busting to come out, and you were both swept up in the moment. People older than you make mistakes. There's nothing to be gained by 'fessing up to your cousin or by beating yourselves up. Go forth and sin no more.

Answer 9

Nothing. Say nothing. Don't do it again. You are only going to hurt your cousin if he finds out. I suspect that his boyfriend has a habit of this...better your cousin find out it's someone else.

Answer 10

Since he's your cousins bf, don't do it again!! If they break up, fine, bbut not while they are together. Your cousin should be told what happened.