When can I die?

Question

I want to die so badly, it will be so peaceful. I am so scared to be alive. My life is so miserable, my job is so miserable, my boss yells at me, and I am still a virgin and never had my first kiss and I am 22 years old.

Why me, why me, why did I have to be created, I just want to jump in a river and end it so bad, but how. I am so scared to be alive. I hate going to work everyday.

My life is very miserable, I just can't handle life like you can, and it is time for me to move on.
When can I die?

Answer 1

Soon. Very soon

Answer 2

Everyone feels like that at some point. I have before. I tried to die once before also, and it didn't work out so well (as is obvious by my presence here). But actually, I'm glad it didn't. Stuff can suck, like REALLY suck sometimes, but if you're dead, you don't even feel relief from that sucking. You don't feel anything. Just remember that. You won't feel that "peacefulness" that you speak of. You won't FEEL at all.

Here's an idea for you, seriously: quit your job. Just go in and tell your boss to sod off, collect the stuff out of your desk, and leave! Look for a new job if you want, or try joining up with an organisation or something (military, non-profit, Peace Corps, etc.) so you don't have to feel so restrained in your life anymore.

And guess what. Some people ARE virgins until they're 22. It doesn't matter! That just means when you finally have sex, it's going to be seriously sweet. I just started having sex a year and a half ago, and I'm 23. It's okay to be that age and a virgin. Find someone you want to do it with, and there you are!

Just don't kill yourself. There's nothing after you die. No relief from pain, no peacefulness. Please don't do it.

Answer 3

I've never seen such an pessimist person like you are Dear!
Why are you looking at life in such BLACK way???
Life is good, you just need to observe the nice 'N good part of it. Its easy if you focus on being happy and not trying to die. And to give you a cheer, I am a Virgin too :) Why? Cause its my culture that I'm living in makes restrictions and obligations that a girl must be a Virgin till she gets married. (It sucks, I know)! But hey! Am I making such a big deal of it? NOT AT ALL! Enjoy life... Experience its ups and downs, don't be such a pessimist, work hard and always try to improve yourself, make friends, be nice to people and don't ever hurt anyone cause by turn one day you will get hurt by someone; God never leaves an in-just person. I really hope you find what you're looking for 'N don't wish to die!!!! That's just BADDD, you will die when its your time.
Enjoy life...
And if you need anything, just IM me or something :)
Honestly good luck :)

Answer 4

I can help anyone, who wants to be helped. You're here for a purpose like the rest of us. If you don't see where the purpose is, then make your own. You make your destiny. Perceivably random things can happen, but in the end it's about the choices you've made. Guarantee that you will do something from this experience and I can guarantee that you'll come out for the best.

Answer 5

Please, don't think this way! Think of what your family members want. They love you, they really do! Killing yourself would be a selfish thing to do you you and your family.

This may be a rough patch in your life, but you must try to keep hope.

I know it may sound stupid and a bit insane, but why not try finding a different job. I know it's a hard process, but if you hate it that bad, you're the only one that can change that.

And so what if you have never had a kiss before. You have the rest of your life to do that!

I'll keep you in my prayers. And if your not religious, then best wishes to you.

Answer 6

i can't handle it sometimes as well........i am 19 and never had a kiss and i am a virgin, AND i live at home with my parents to help them out.......maybe you could try finding another job! i am sure there is some purpose for your life you just can't see it yet! do you have someone to talk to? maybe you should see a therapist or something like that.........you are still young and you can change.........i hope i helped in some way! cheer up! : )

Answer 7

You can die when God says you can die.
Until then buck up and live with the bad days. They don't last forever.
And why in the hell would you want to die a virgin?
Someday when you discover sex you'll wonder why you ever wanted to die.

Answer 8

You could die now if you wanted to but that is not a wise thing to do. Things will eventually get better. Besides, suicide doesn't sit well with God.

Answer 9

The Meaning of Life is To Give Life.

For The Meaning of Life is the answer to this question:

God, what is Your purpose of Existence?

For God's purpose of Existence itself defines the purpose of all that exists.

I asked God that question...

God answered, "My purpose of Existence is To give life. Since you are made in My image after My likeness, then YOUR purpose of existence is to give life."

Everything that exists is an expression of God's thinking; thus, everything reflects God's thinking.

God gives life by His unique existence, and receives life when He gives life. All of existence gives life by its unique existence to that which receives life from its unique existence. This is Nature - the union of all living (eternal) things.

You are here to give life by your unique existence to that which receives life from your unique existence. So do what you love that nourishes those who love what you love.

This is your purpose.

To give life.

Answer 10

you should think about finding a phycologist. maybe you hate going to work because you don't like what you're doing. find a job you're interested in. you can die when you're not trying to die.

Answer 11

your lucky you have the choice,my grandson wasn't so lucky and he died 15min after being born, guess what..from negligence..also lost a 14yr old nephew from cancer..so stop moaning and start living,at least you can....