Betrayal. please respond?

Question

It's just a word until it is put into action. Such a simple thing can destroy even the strongest of friendships, loves, and bonds that connect all of us and make us human. But doesn't the capability to betray also make us human? Does the fact that we are human and can make such mistakes excuse our actions?

How is it that we can act out of selfish desires and not even consider everyone around us, whether it affects them or not?

There are so many unanswered questions floating around in my head. Most are about me, but the rest focus on the people closest to me. Have they made the right choices? Where do I fit in to all of this?

It's weird to feel so lost for so long and think you've found your way just to have everything ripped out from underneath you. And then you realize, you've always been lost, you just thought you found the path, but it was only a shadow.

As I lay in Future Park earlier today, I felt as if the whole world was looking down upon me and judging me. What is she doing with her life? Why can't she see in the dark like so many of us pretend to do? Then I answer back in my head, I'm just trying to live. I'm trying to make it through each day without giving up. I don't want to pretend because then I might actually start to believe I can see where I'm going.

The sun is filtered by the branches of a tree, making awkward shadows that dance across my face in the wind. I look up at the sky and almost start to cry like my best friend had been doing for hours. Like I had been for hours. Like I wanted to so badly. But I held my tears in because I had to be strong. I had to be strong for everyone. They need me. They count on me to be there for them when I can't even be there for myself, and yet I do it anyway because if I don't, then who will?

Answer 1

Nothing excises betrayal nothing you can candy coat it anyway you like.You no when you are betraying a friend or a loved one but all you can think about is how good you feel.You lose yourself willingly in your own rapture. Make no mistake when you come back to reality that is when the real pain starts.If pain is that great it hurts to much to look ahead we take one second then a minute until we can see tomorrow.

Answer 2

Your talking in vague circles that sound like an attempt @ self pitty or creative writing. Whats the real question?

Answer 3

I read your first line. Betrayal. Please respond. No question. then a friggin novel. I did not bother. If you had a question, I may have read the first few chapters.

But I doubt it.