once I cared about life now..all I think of is my revenge against those that hurt me...I know revenge is not the answer but some times its all I got...do you ever feel like this..I do..
2007-03-24 13:33:38 · 6 answers · asked by xjim7 2 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
Hi,
Life can be sad and hard sometimes. Try to find someone who you can trust to talk to. If you can't think of someone, then find a counselor. As I was growing up, I lived in house where both of my parents had issues with mental illness. I was very sad for a long time and most people never knew it because I hid it pretty well. I went to a therapist for a few years and it helped some. Now, I try to find things to do that will help others that need it. I am a teacher and hopefully help kids every day. I guess that going through tough times can leave scars,but in the end they help you to become strong if you believe that you will make it. During my saddest times, I met some amazing people and in helping them, was able to help myself. I have an "adopted "grandmother and am now legally adopting a five year old girl. The sad person that I used to be sneaks up on me sometimes, but most of the time life is good. I see a lot of the "little girl" me in my soon to be forever daughter, so hopefully I can help her too. Please don't give up! There is a lot of good out there. Sometimes it is just hard to see.
2007-03-24 13:53:02 · answer #1 · answered by FlowerMB 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
When I entered those teenage years, my mind became filled with a hatred that was far too overpowering to resist. I had developed this unhealthy hostility towards anything to do with happiness. Love looked to me like a painful trap that I should never allow in, an almost cancerous growth that was waiting to cause me pain.
All the mental anguish that I suffered at their hands, was to stay with me and ferment throughout the coming years of my life. Stripped of all decent human emotion, I felt only contempt for the world, and a strong compulsion to take my revenge. No more would I accept an onslaught of abuse while someone stood over me, laughing from a position of power. I refused to taste my own blood anymore, but instead I could see others bleed. Tears belonged to the weak, and now it was my turn to inflict the same suffering on others and look on as ‘their’ tears hit the ground.
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2007-03-24 20:52:04 · answer #2 · answered by Steve 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
just stop it....stop looking for revenge ...stop the thought as soon as it comes....don't try to put yourself in their shoes...actually do it...ask yourself this question...Have you ever hurt someone carelessly ... Yeah we all have so you're guilty of the same thing .....Get over yourself....Also look at what you did that made them do what they did ..take some responsibility for your part...no not some all..the responsibility for your part... then get over it cuz revenge and bitterness and resentment eats your butt out and you'll be worse for it ....do yourself a favor and accept your part of the blame and ask for their forgivemness for that and leave their guilt or shame to them..A tip for you .. try prayer and a fast .. to seek the face of god... got something better to do... doesnt sound like it ...
2007-03-24 21:45:01 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
you are depressed, i hate to say this becuase its like "well what the hell can i do with that statement!?" but you are depressed, you should see a doctor
2007-03-24 20:38:53 · answer #4 · answered by candi b 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
maybe your depressed.go to your doctor and tell them just what you said here.
2007-03-24 20:40:57 · answer #5 · answered by ck 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
That you don't care?
Why do you care what is wrong with you?
2007-03-24 20:38:17 · answer #6 · answered by just got curious 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋